Sunday, May 15, 2022

Saturday with Sissy tammy...

 My Saturday with sissy tammy began with pumping then infusing 250ml of saline into each breast. Yes, I created a beautiful set of C-cup breasts. Soon, I took over her bladder by inserting a foley catheter into her. 

After creating those luscious tits, I restrained her down tight and shoved a ball gag into her mouth then clamped the catheter to prevent her bladder being emptied. Legs spread wide and totally helpless, I brought out My burdizzo. Quickly, I found one of the spermatic cords that leads to the testicle...

When I had finished with her just before removing the restraints, I placed her into a diaper and removed the clamp from the catheter. My final instructions were simple, keep hydrated to keep the breasts I created for as long as possible and do not remove the catheter nor diaper till late that night. I'm sure that 6-hour car ride was a very wet one. <wicked giggle> 

Yes, I'm in such a lovely mood that I have video of using the burdizzo down below on My Video gallery.

#diaper sissy, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #catheter, #sissy, #breast infusion, #burdizzo, #castration, #body modification

Sunday, May 8, 2022

Saturday Delight with Sissy tammy...

 Such a delight My Saturday went when I amused Myself with sissy tammy. Our meeting began with stretching her piss hole with urethral sounds. It wasn't long till I decided to fill up those bits between her thighs with 10ml of saline into each testicle. Blue balls times 10 was the result. <wicked giggle>

Just before infusing the last 2ml's of saline into each testicle, I began carefully opening up that sissy cunt till I was just about able to fist that bitch. As My fist was just about to plunge into that once tight cunt, I used My free hand to fill those bits full of saline. 

When I was fully satisfied, I placed her into a diaper and sent her home. My instructions were clear, she would remain in the diaper till the next morning.

Video from our time together has been posted to My Medical Fetish Video Gallery.

#diaper sissy, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #testicle infusion, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fisting

Tuesday, May 3, 2022

Long, HOTT Afternoon with Fetishist w...

 My long HOTT afternoon with Fet w began with several enemas in preparation for anal later on. Next came placing his balls between 2 slabs of clear acrylic and crushing them along with forcing My finger down his piss hole till I was satisfied. 

Soon after I finger fucked that bitch hole between his thighs, I began working open his ass till I stretched and filled it. 

To finish our time together, I used 22g x 4-inch needles to skewer and penetrate his balls. The cherry on top was birthday candles attached to the needle hubs that I finished our time together by making a wish. <wicked grin> 

To say the panties was juicy from our time together is an understatement. 

Videos from My time with him has been posted to My Medical Fetish Video Gallery.

#body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #testicle skewering, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fisting, #urethral stretching

Monday, April 18, 2022

An Afternoon with sub e...

 My late afternoon meeting with sub e began with a couple of cleansing enemas to prepare his body. Soon, I would begin to open his ass up with plugs, dildos and finally My fist. My fist repeatedly slides inside his fleshy void after My initial thrust of My fist.

Of course, I wasn't finished so I gathered up the balls between his thighs while his legs were high in stirrups over the bed. Once his balls were clustered with My hands, I placed the modified humbler on then connected it to the chain up above him. In this position, he was completely exposed. Soon, I began sliding My long 22g x 4-inch needles into his balls, skewering them. 

More videos have been posted to take a peek at down on My Medical Fetish Video Gallery.

#body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #testicle skewering, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fisting

Sunday, April 10, 2022

An Afternoon with Sissy tammy...

 My afternoon with sissy tammy began with taking control over her bladder by inserting a catheter down her piss hole then slowly working her tight cunt open till I could easily slide My fist inside her. 

Of course, I wasn't finished so I placed her bits between her thighs in My modified humbler then began to skewer those balls which was a first for her. Just after those balls were skewered with My long needles, I began showing her what needle insertions into that sissy clit feels like. To finish, I showered those skewered bits of flesh between her thighs with hot wax. Oh Yes! I had an excellent afternoon.

Go take a peek at the videos that I am so generously sharing down on My Medical Fetish Video Gallery.

#body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #sissy, #testicle skewering, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #catheters

Monday, March 21, 2022

An Afternoon with Sissy j...

 Two weeks prior to our time together, sissy j was locked in chastity. Almost daily, he would text to tell Me how frustrated he was and tired since he was constantly being woke up at night from erections. I absolutely loved hearing how much he was suffering. 

After using the breast pump, I began infusing his very flat breast with saline. As the saline flowed, I also began violating his tight sissy cunt. By the time I was finished, his sissy breast was filled with a total of 850ml's of saline producing perky C-cup breast. <wicked grin> 

     Rosey round reminders from the breast pump even after I created a slutty set of C cup sissy tits. 

Before he left, I used My key to remove his chastity device. Yes, those bits between his thighs were locked up tight during our entire time together. <wicked giggle>

#body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #sissy, #breast infusion, #sissy tits, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish

Sunday, March 13, 2022

An Evening with sub jason & Current Results...

 The evening started with placing sub jason in a strait jacket and restraining him to the bed with his legs up in the leather stirrups, so I had complete access to My balls between his thighs. Next, I placed electrodes beneath each testicle and on that bit of flesh that was attempting to hide. Soon after, I placed My balls into the acrylic ball press that sub jason had made for Me a couple of years ago. As My balls was electrified and pressed tightly between the two slabs of acrylic, I began to inject saline into each pressed nut. <wicked giggle>

     After injecting 10ml's of saline into each testicle and sending electricity thru each of them as well as his cock, I tied off his scrotum after removing everything and began injecting saline into it till, I emptied the 1000ml bag. What happened next? I smacked the hell out of that big ball sack for a while till I was totally satisfied. LOL 

Yes, I have video to share which will be posted within the next 48 hours.

      As you can see from his latest testosterone test results, Judgement Day 2021 didn't do alot of damage to his T-level, but it did take an impact. 

#extreme cbt, #body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #castration, #sub jason update, #scrotal infusion, #testicle infusion, #bondage

Sunday, March 6, 2022

An Afternoon with Sissy michelle...

In sissy michelle's own words:

 This Thursday it was rather cold out, so I figured on a outfit that included a jacket. I was on my way to see Ms. Patty and I have been preparing since yesterday when I shaved my body and painted my toenails. I've been told by Ms. Patty that I am never to meet her without wearing a classy but sexy feminine outfit. Instructions were clear to me that I was to wear stockings and garter belt, and that pantyhose was not permitted. My outfit was that of a skirt, blouse, bra, panties, jacket and high heel sandals. I must admit I felt wonderful being dressed this way, and has a matter-of-fact Ms. Patty also enjoyed seeing me this way, which is a big reason for her wanting to make several modifications to me for reasons to become more female like. I am never to wear pants, only skirts or dresses. 

     Today I was to receive a pair of breasts from Ms. Patty. No not breast forms or breast plate but to infuse with saline to give me the appearance of real breast. This infusion would last for a day or the weekend, and I was very excited about it. I had a long drive, so I hurried out the door dressed as a woman, and as I got closer to Ms. Patty's I'd pull over and freshen up my makeup. After the 3-hour drive and many truckdrivers blowing their horn at me and not because of my driving, I reached Ms. Patty's house. I got out of the car and walked up the sidewalk to the porch hearing my heels clicking all the way. I knocked on the door and heard a voice say to come in. Nervously I entered, I don't know why but I always get that way and really have no reason to be nervous. I sat down and had a brief talk with Ms. Patty and then was told to take everything off but my stockings and garter belt. I was then placed on the exam table, legs up in the stirrups and restrained. 

      Ms. Patty was very comforting, She told me what she was going to do and how she would accomplish giving breast. I was at ease and in the hands of a very knowledgeable and caring woman. The process started with some breast pumping to loosen up the breast tissue, and shortly after that the IV was started. She being very skillful, I hardly felt anything, and before I knew it, the fluid was starting into my body working its magic. The process took a while, but I could see the mounds forming on my otherwise flat chest. In the process, Ms. Patty took a break to insert a dildo in me, and then switched it out for an even bigger one. I know there are other plans but that is her secret of what she has planned in the future. She also checked the scrotum, testicles, and felt for the spermatic cords. Ms. Patty had no trouble in locating the cords. She had always said that with legs like mine that I shouldn't have testicles. I wanted to know her thoughts but was too afraid to ask fearing the outcome.  I also know she is eyeing the clit too and has plans to use it for her enjoyment.

      During the infusion Ms. Patty placed nipple suction on each nipple which brought out the nicest nipples I've ever had. I was well on my way to having breast, and after a while the IV was removed and I stood up to see these wonderful full rounded breasts. And the best part, they were all mine. Well at least for a day or two. They were so full and rounder and stuck out of my bra. And getting dressed was wonderful because of the new addition, BREAST! 

       Ms. Patty said this will only last for a while, but oh the joy. I cannot wait for my next session with her. And possibly this will start to increase the size of my breast naturally. For my ride home I was in heaven and didn't want for this to end. But this is not the end but only the beginning.

#extreme cbt, #body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #sissy, #breast infusion, #sissy tits, #crossdressing, #m2f

Monday, February 21, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 4th...

 

In sub boy r's own words:

 Last night I had my fourth banding session with Mistress Patty.

To begin with, we chatted about how I had been since the last session.  I was able to report that I have not had an erection in the last two weeks, nor any desire to orgasm.  In addition, everything feels normal about my testicles in terms of size and texture, although my scrotum is more often tight and constricted than loose and hanging low.

Because it was only two weeks since my last banding, we only used one band this time rather than two.  I am always reassured by how Mistress Patty has my welfare in mind as a priority.  The band went on easily, as did the three penis bands. I am certainly finding it easier each time to fit all the bands.

With the three bands on, my penis resumed its normal length.  This is in contrast to how it has been recently.  In addition to our banding sessions, I have been fitting the three penis bands for half an hour every 3 days, in accordance with Mistress Patty's instructions.  This prevents erections, including morning erections.  And it seems that a side effect of this is to reduce the size.  The head of my penis has stayed about the same size, but the shaft has virtually disappeared most of the time.  And as I am uncircumcised, I have a large amount of loose skin at the tip.  I will have to see what this is like post castration and may well want to get circumcised in due course.

Mistress Patty asked me about arousal, and whether I get aroused.  It's interesting, because I do - but what that means is that my breath gets quicker, my heart rate goes up, and I feel a pleasurable warmth in my stomach and loins.  But no hint of an erection or desire to do anything about it.  For me this is the perfect type of arousal.

We spent some time discussing the pain and discomfort of being banded.  I had pain in three ways last night.  Firstly, I have felt nauseous each time I have been banded, and although this wasn't so bad last night, I did have quite a painful stomachache.  Secondly, there was the dull ache in my scrotum that always accompanies banding.  And finally, last night (for the first time) I had a really sharp pain underneath my scrotum where the band was obviously pinching a piece of skin.

In due course, when the pain was no longer bearable, Mistress Patty had me remove the bands.  The band above my testicles came away easily but with the normal sharp momentary jolt of pain.  Then the blessed relief and euphoria were instantaneous!

Each time we do this I know that I am on the right path and that I want to live as a castrated male.  So much so that we have now agreed that when travel allows me to visit Mistress Patty, she will carry out my castration.  Whilst I will be honest and say that I don't relish the pain and discomfort of the process (for me, the act of castration is in no way erotic), I am excited about achieving the outcome.  And the detailed planning that we discussed for our meeting both reassured and excited me.

All in all, this was another wonderful experience, at the hands of a skilled and thoughtful operator.  It's funny, and I said this to Mistress Patty, she is known as "Cruel" Mistress Patty, but I have never met anyone more caring or considerate! 

#extreme cbt, #body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #tri-bander, #banding, #cock banding, #castration

Sunday, February 6, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 3rd

In sub boy r's own words:

 This week I had my third banding session with Mistress Patty, and it was as powerful an experience as the first two.

Once Mistress Patty had checked that I had everything necessary to hand, she got straight to business and had me put the first band on.  I am getting more used to this now, and it seemed to go on smoothly, although it was harder work pulling my testicles through the band because my scrotum was much tighter than normal.  Once on, I felt the usual stab of pain in the spermatic cord, followed by a dull ache in my testicles. There was also some sharp pinching in the skin under the band, which I couldn’t do anything about because there is no give in the band at all once it is on.

Very shortly after this, Mistress Patty had me put the second band on. Last time I banded, I got some small blisters of skin trapped between the two bands, which took some time to heal. I was keen to avoid that this time, so made sure that I overlapped the second band very slightly on the first.  The pain increased, and I was soon needing to put ice under my scrotum to try to ease it.

Next, Mistress Patty told me to fit the three penis bands.  I have used these regularly over the past few months except for two periods (illness and Christmas), and they really work in preventing any erections, including morning or night-time erections.  I have found them to be invaluable in helping me confirm that I am on the right path. I want to be testosterone free, and thus erection and orgasm free, which is why I want to be castrated. Going weeks at a time without an erection or desire to ejaculate has been wonderful and makes totally sure I am doing the right thing.

Mistress Patty then did what she does so well - she asked questions and encouraged me, helping me to work through the pain and discomfort.  I needed to use the ice a lot.  I think, because my scrotum was tight when I fitted the bands, I had placed them very close to my testicles, putting pressure on them and causing more pain.  After a while the nausea began - which it did on the previous occasions too. Bile flowed into my mouth, and I felt as if I might vomit.  But I didn’t, and the feeling passed, and I was able to continue a short while longer.

Then it was time to remove the bands. I found this much easier this time. I have experimented with different tools - nail clippers, nail scissors and this time some small tin snips which worked perfectly!  No nicks or cuts, and very few attempts needed to cut through the bands. The excruciating (but momentary) pain when the bands come off is something you can never prepare for and is impossible to describe!  Mistress Patty told me that I had gone longer with this banding than the previous sessions.

Afterwards comes a fantastic feeling of euphoria. Some of this may well be hormonal as life returns to the genitals. Some of it is probably relief that the pain and discomfort has stopped. But a large part, for me, is because I know I have just taken another step closer to my goal.  One day I will be castrated by Mistress Patty, and with each banding I feel more certain that that is what needs to happen, and I know that I am getting nearer to it.

#extreme cbt, #body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #tri-bander, #banding, #cock banding, #castration

Sunday, January 16, 2022

An Afternoon with Sissy lexa...

Soon after sissy lexa walked in My door wearing a classic red dress and we had a short chat, I decided that I wanted to see her all wrapped up and preserved in clear plastic. Helpless and unable to move, I decided to encase her head in one of My sensory hoods that would restrict her breathing. Of course, with it, I also had more control over her breathing by simply applying one little finger over the mouth hole. <wicked giggle>

Under the clear plastic, her little nipples poked from beneath it like little headlights. Those nipples definitely needed some bling. 

Once I had inserted the final needle, I decided that I must have the Noogleberry Contoured Breast System. I want the Large or Extra Extra Large set of breast cups. With them, I will be able to create a larger set of saline infused breasts. Gifting Me the set that I want will give you bonus points.

Now you know that I couldn't pass up sliding a 22g, 4-inch needle thru the cock head while she was so helpless. Oh yeah, My juices were flowing as it slide into her flesh and out the other side. All the while, I was electrifying that shaft and those bits between her thighs.

#needle insertion, #testicle skewering, #cock skewering, #electro, #extreme cbt, #body modification, #medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt

Sunday, January 9, 2022

After Effects: sub jason; 2 years later...

In sub jason's own words...

Judgement Day - 2 Years Later

MsPatty's judgement day visit began like it has each of the last two years.  After a mid-late afternoon arrival, and a few preparations, i am shackled to Her gallows for several hours.  i am left alone to rest and think about the evening ahead.  It will be a long night.

Over the past two years, i have noticed It is easy to detach and write clinical words, but eventually the reality of these words sets in.  i was initially hopeful of an eventual (if extended) recovery, then began accepting some lost capacity, but neither really happened.  An hour's effort on MsPatty's part, back on December 26, 2019, resulted in my current sexually dysfunctional state.  i have been increasingly aware the past few months of how much permanent damage has transpired, and that what i am no longer able to participate in.  It is also obvious that not much more effort by MsPatty would be needed to take away my remaining sexual function.

MsPatty has been very vague these past few months about what may happen tonight - other than posting the options from past examples.  i will unknowingly experience each of Her examples this evening as the videos shows... 

First - The Burdizzo - it is easily the most painful.  She has had me experience it more than once before.  There are three points of pain, not just one or two.  One is the hard pressure on the cords, but it is felt deep in the abdomen.  The other is the skin pinching - of both sides (top and bottom) - of the scrotum skin.  There is no escaping this sharp pain while restrained.  MsPatty teases me with the firm pressure of Her tool on each side but doesn't fully clamp.  i am shaking by the end from just Her half-effort.  i think there was enough pressure applied long enough to affect at least one of the cords for the short term.

Second - The Tri-Bander - Her band easily goes on extra high and begins its suffocating grip.  For me, it is probably the easiest fantasy castration method to succumb to, and MsPatty knows it.  What becomes obvious after 10-15 minutes, though, is that the 3+ month chastity - leading up to the events two years ago - had me on an edge which deferred the growing pain.  This time, after the earlier Burdizzo activity, with only 5-weeks lead up chastity (and much lower hormone levels now), i feel the deep pinching more quickly.  Deciding against banding at just past 20 minutes, MsPatty cuts the band off (painfully).  i am now pretty sure that more damage has been done on top of the previous.  i have no idea how i lasted a full hour back two years ago, or even the ~30 minutes on each of the prior first or second times banded.

Finally, MsPatty pulls out Her medical trays while i am still trying to process the effects of the previous two activities.  She teases the video viewers (and me) with delivering Everclear injections to further damage Her testicles between my thighs, followed by what felt like a surgical incision attempt to (logically next) extract and sever Her testicles from the cords.   Backing off from each, She decides instead on the game of letting me struggle to achieve erections and pursue my last? opportunities for penetrative sex.  Of course, this is now further controlled by Her; with only two erection-enabling pills offered to me.  This also assumes i can find a willing partner/opportunity in this continuing pandemic.  It is also yet to be determined if any of the activities earlier this evening have set back my otherwise slow recovery toward the bottom edge of normal testosterone production.

What occurs next, off camera, has me mostly numb, even more than a week later.  i cannot be certain what transpires, as i cannot see, but MsPatty had allowed me to smell the Everclear contents in Her needle - with a short squirt near my nose.  Soon after, Her left testicle is pierced by the needle, and the fluid contents quickly fills it up, with pressure and burning sensations.  i know it is the more damaged organ from the injections two years ago.  If it was the Everclear i smelled, organ function probably won't continue.  i was not paying as close attention to Her activities after this.  i think She may have injected some into Her right testicle, or may She just inserted the needle for effect, or maybe nothing happened to it.  i was still trying to process the moment just prior.

Some time will pass, and i will eventually be permitted to achieve a release (hardness elusive w/o blue pill).  What had been built up in the past ~5 weeks of chastity is then spent after great struggle, which further amuses MsPatty.  i am thinking She is envisioning what a future? sexual partner might experience, if i get the chance. 

For the last week after the visit, both testicles have been larger and swollen for several days but have somewhat lessened over this time.  The left will still fluctuate in hardness and size.  The urge to release again strikes at 3, 5, and 7 days. The output contents are primarily clearer liquid, containing less milky-white, although there is some, but each is only one small pulse followed by some dribble - not encouraging.  One of the signs of sexual failure implied by a past questionnaire is the urge to release more often while one still can.  Getting hard at all has also been more stressful each time, possibly a further symptom.  i know it could be the earlier Burdizzo and band effects still in play, combined with my damaged state.  It could also be what MsPatty introduced off-camera.  MsPatty, of course, also gave me those two blue pills to 'try again' over the next few months, implying that i might be just fine after a week or two... or to just find out that even the pills won't work for me the next time...

It feels like MsPatty has inserted a dildo in my ear, it pokes out the other, and Her hips are stroking Her strap-on mind-fuck to its limit...or maybe now i am fighting to accept another new reality...i don't know.  i am not sure what the next year, or even 3 months, holds.  i just know that normal sex with a woman is no longer possible, and that MsPatty controls what little heterosexual experiences i might still be able to achieve.

To view all My posts here on LeatherRealm talking about sub jason's journey, go to LeatherRealm: sub jason.

#castratix #castration, #extreme cbt, #Everclear injections, #body modification, #medfet, #banding, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #sub jason update

Monday, January 3, 2022

Judgement Day 2021: sub jason...

 

Yes indeed, Judgement Day 2021 for sub jason finally came on New Year's Eve. My decision wasn't swift, I considered all My options and made the choice that fulfilled My desires for the time being. 

Curious what happened? Oh yes, I am in the mood to share so check out the 4 videos below on My video gallery. 

Over the next few weeks, I will be posting more so keep an eye out.

To view all My posts here on LeatherRealm talking about sub jason's journey, go to LeatherRealm: sub jason.

#blonde bbw, #extreme cbt, #Everclear injections, #body modification, #medfet, #banding, #bdsm medical fetish, #medical cbt, #sub jason update