Sunday, April 18, 2021

Latest Update: sub jason...

The changes sub jason has experienced since December 26, 2019, after I injected 3cc of Everclear at 30 minutes into an hour-long banding:
- he no longer experiences 'morning wood' or fantasy-driven erections.
- he struggles to gain and maintain an erection with both physical and mental stimulation.
- his erection has lost ~1" length, and it's thickness is slightly less.
- he struggles to reach and control his climax, and reports less euphoric enjoyment after.
- he makes fewer strong pulses, reports feeling they are incomplete as they quickly fade, like there is nothing left in the tank.
- his release is not as thick, is poorly mixed, and quantity is less, even after 1-2 weeks of chastity.
- he reports another equal release takes about a week of abstaining.
- Testosterone tests show a significant ~2/3 reduction in male hormone produced from My balls, with little change in the past ~6 months.
- he cannot identify any significant improvements in his libido since the end of summer 2020, which match the testosterone test results.
- My nuts appears to have 1/3 less volume than before.

his months of private updates tell Me he wants to go back to his slutty ways, but My banding and needles of Everclear have taken that all away.

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Sunday, April 4, 2021

Testosterone Results: sub jason.


The latest results from sub jason's most recent testosterone test has arrived from March 26th, 2021. As you can see, based on previous results it continues to be in the low range.

It still amazes Me with very little effort, I have changed My balls between his thighs and his libido so much. <wicked grin> Yes, even simply thinking about it still gets Me wet. 

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Sunday, March 28, 2021

Friday Night with sub jason...

Yes indeed, I amused Myself with My balls between sub jason's thighs once again. After sending a urethral catheter deep inside of him to take control over his bladder and making sure the medical restraints was tight, I began the scrotal infusion. Soon I began adding multiple electro attachments to his nipples, cock head, pelvis, just under the ball sack and deep inside his ass. To say it was a stimulating experience is an understatement. Restrained and helpless, unable to move as the saline flowed into his scrotum and all the electricity penetrating's over various parts of his body. <wicked giggle> 

Moving him over to the bed with his ankles restrained high in the stirrups and his wrists slightly above his body, his scrotum that resembled a ripe melon was fully exposed. How could I resist smacking such a huge set of balls? Over and over again, I slapped the huge saline filled scrotum enjoying the sound it made as he squealed from his suffering. 

Oh YES! I even have video which I will be sharing tomorrow so keep checking back. 

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Current Measurements: sub jason.


- Left testicle:

March 2020: 3.6cm x 2.6cm x 1.6cm -> 62.731
May 2020: 3.65cm x 2.8cm x 1.65cm -> 70.635
July 2020: 3.7cm x 2.9cm x 1.7cm -> 76.407
Aug 2020: 3.85cm x 2.9cm x 1.85cm -> 86.520
Sept 2020: 3.9cm x 3.2cm x 1.9cm -> 99.324
Oct 2020: 3.85cm x 3.2cm x 1.85cm -> 95.470
Nov 2020: 3.95cm x 3.3cm x 1.85cm -> 101.011
Dec 2020: 4.0cm x 3.5cm x 2.0cm -> 117.286
Jan 2021: 4.1cm x 3.5cm x 2.0cm -> 120.218
Feb 2021: 4.25cm x 3.55cm x 2.05cm -> 129.557
Mar 2021: 4.5cm x 3.55cm x 2.05cm -> 137.18

- Right testicle:

March 2020: 3.5cm x 2.2cm x 1.4cm -> 45.155
May 2020: 3.6cm x 2.5cm x 1.6cm -> 60.318
July 2020: 3.95cm x 2.9cm x 1.9cm -> 91.166
Aug 2020: 4.1cm x 3.1cm x x1.9cm -> 101.155
Sept 2020: 4.3cm x 3.4cm x 2.2cm -> 126.803
Oct 2020: 4.2cm x 3.5cm x 2.35cm -> 144.701
Nov 2020: 4.35cm x 3.5cm x 2.4cm -> 140.304
Dec 2020: 4.4cm x 3.5cm x 2.4cm -> 141.916
Jan 2021: 4.45cm x 3.55cm x 2.5cm -> 165.431
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.6cm x 2.5cm -> 167.761
Mar 2021: 4.5cm x 3.5cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25

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After Effects: sub jason 15 month update...


sub jason’s 15 Month Summary Update

In the period before each visit to MsPatty, She would have me do lead-up chastity, and months of scrotum stretching.  i would be instructed to wear the weight/spacer rings for several hours each day.  i would easily get spontaneously hard during that time with the constant tug between my thighs, but never permitted a release.  i was also to use a parachute a few times a week, with several lbs attached for a shorter period of time.  By the fall of 2019, the chastity lead up period had reached 3+ months.  The stretching was sufficient that MsPatty had successfully infused 2000cc or similar amounts earlier in the year.  i also had not had sex in over 2 years at that point.  MsPatty knew She had me well on edge as the December 2019 visit approached.

As verbally promised the November prior, MsPatty’s hour banding in December had quickly shut down Her testicles between my thighs.  Within hours, as my testosterone levels fell, 3+ months of chastity’s hormonal edge faded, and the early symptoms of castration would appear by the next morning.  Her surprise needles of Everclear are now known to have had a devastating internal effect.  Some permanent damage seems apparent, producing in this long and frustrating recovery.  Measurable healing gains are now difficult to identify, implying it has slowed or stopped.  Although testicle volume has steadily improved, they remain smaller, firmer, and less functional.  As one year passed, my overall testosterone level was much lower than most healthy males.  Considering the amount of time which has passed, my hopes for a full recovery have faded.  i had speculative hope for an 80% recovery one year ago.  Even that now seems unlikely.  Some significant level of permanent sexual dysfunction seems inevitable.

Since MsPatty’s modifications that December 2019 evening, the weight rings and parachute openings are now too large, and they eventually slip off.  The spontaneous erections from lead up chastity no longer happen.  The erections made possible from manual stimulation and best effort are reduced, about ~1" less and some loss of girth.  Explaining my struggle for release control, recovery, and it's quantity/quality is complex because they are all related.  The simplest version is that an average release from manual stimulation is possible after about a week of abstinence.  i have no viable capacity for 'round two' immediately after.  With the poor erections/high maintenance effort to stay hard comes very weak release control.  The overall zone where penis and scrotum connect to my torso are at times slightly sunken/atrophied when compared to memories and pictures from prior.  The scrotum has retained much of the stretch achieved despite no stretching since just before that visit.  

What began over 5 years ago as a journey exploring castration fantasy has become much more.  MsPatty has told me that Her modifications to Her testicles between my thighs on December 26, 2019, have instead greatly exceeded Her expectations.  She said last July that She sheds no tears over the dramatic blow my libido has taken, nor the resulting erectile dysfunction.  In hindsight, i departed Her space the next morning a castrate male possessing only my memories of sex from 35+ years before.  my reports of frustration and struggle since continue to entertain Her dreams and fantasies.   Another full testosterone test will be sent off during my next visit to MsPatty.  It has been 15 months since i knew a strong libido, and the sexual rewards it once brought me.

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Testicle Internal Effects: 15 month, sub jason.


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Sunday, March 7, 2021

An Afternoon with Fetishist w...

Ahh yes, I was finally able to enjoy Fetishist w after so many months that he was so far away. As almost every time that I get My hands on him, I forced My fist deep within his ass after slowly opening him up with various dildos. Afterwards, I used a cock pump to show off his prolapse. Not long after, finger fucked that huge cock of his like it was just a slutty bitch. Oh yes, I have eye candy to share above as well as on My video gallery below. 

Of course I also have revisited videos updated to 1080p so they are so much better to enjoy that I posted today. 

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