Sunday, June 28, 2020

Post Session: sub jason. Summary 11 - 17

This summary post is a continuation of the after effects from the injections of Everclear and the hour long banding sub jason experienced back on December 26th 2019. This weekly summary are in his own words and are his own observations since then. If you haven't read the 1-10 week summary post or looked at the eye candy from our night together, catch up by reading the previous post entries.

(Week 11)
menopausal-like symptoms continue, but faint evidence of a libido trying to wake up also occasionally appears.  Attempting erections remains difficult and weak when i can achieve one.  i typically need 3-4 days between attempts to 'release' again and 'succeed', with those terms barely relative.  i did some research and provided it to MsPatty.  It suggests only ~45-50% of the testicle volume i likely had still remains (based on human averages).  Imagine a muscle car with less than 1/2 the original engine displacement, broken turbo, badly in need of a tune up, and the transmission is shot.  Penis helmet/rim sensitivity remains unremarkable, and is a retracted nub most of the time.  i start taking a testosterone booster (OTC oral supplement) later in the week.  i am also in chastity to help the cause.  With an approaching cruise vacation (due to COVID, it will get canceled), my immediate hope is to see some improved sexual response.

(Week 12)

menopause symptoms continue almost as frequently.  Some mild penis sensitivity improvement is noticed on occasion along with some slightly better erection response, but nothing that transforms my situation.  my chastity continues, as does taking the oral supplements and adding a patch with different boost properties.  In lieu of the canceled vacation, a MsPatty visit for examination is now planned for the end of this week. 

(Week 13)

Both supplements are still being used and some erections are now reaching between 4"-5", with difficulty, yet the effort/ability to maintain is as disappointing as the previous weeks.  my historical length was once ~6", so i have lost an estimated ~20-30%.   Mentally, i miss what i remember was once possible with a healthy libido.  my last rewarding orgasm was 3 months ago.  MsPatty decided i must maintain chastity. 

(Week 14)

menopausal sweats have since disappeared, and staying warm at night has not been as much of an issue for a few weeks, but hot flashes are still randomly felt.  No significant changes in erection function as chastity continues, but supplements are stopped at the end of the week as another planned in-person visit to MsPatty was canceled.  my frustration at the slow progress continues.

(Week 15)

my testosterone level likely fluctuated as the supplements stopping was somewhat noticeable physically, but the 7 weeks of chastity mental edge continues.  Review into my early 2018 visit personal feedback reveals a ~3 month diminished libido period i experienced from testicle alcohol injections, but it never registered fully at the time.  This detail now sheds additional light on the injections contribution to my current extended experience.  A remote MsPatty session is planned for the end of this week. 

(Week 16/17)

menopausal hot flashes still happen occasionally in these 2 weeks, but then they stop.  i am again allowed 2 releases/week if i choose to with required and continued updates on the results.  However, for first the week following the intense remote session they do not manifest.  In the second week, i noticed a slightly improved release quantity since week ~10, but at ~4 months, they still lack any orgasmic reward.

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Sunday, June 21, 2020

An Evening with sissy j...

My evening with sissy j began with a couple of cleansing enemas so that sissy cunt will be all clean for Me. So important to having an excellent fucking experience. Soon I restrained him to the bed and began using the breast pumps to aid the saline then inserted the IV's I had set up to just above his nipples. This was his second time that I gave him tits so it went much better than the first time. This time, I inserted 250ml of saline into each breast resulting in a sexy set of C size tits. Of course I wasn't finished with him quite yet.

After giving him such great tits, I restrained him to the end of the bed and set up the fucking machine. With his legs spread, I lubed his cunt up and slowly opened him up then lubed My cock that was attached to the machine. Soon, I was violating his tight cunt while grabbing his new tits till I was completely satisfied. Oh yes, I enjoyed those tits that I created for a real long time. <wicked giggles>

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Sunday, June 7, 2020

A Day with sub jason continued...

While the steel collar was around his throat and after I had released him from the plastic, I allowed him to clean up and performed another enema to make sure that ass remained clean for what I had planned next. 

Soon I had him get back upon the bed and restrained his legs up into the stirrups above the end of the bed so that his body was totally exposed. First to take control over his bladder, I inserted a catheter into his urethra. Once his bladder was under My control, then I inserted the needle into his scrotum to begin the saline infusion. To keep Myself entertained, I followed this by inserting the well lubed electro anal probe into his ass and connected it to the TENS unit. Watching, feeling the anal probe deep inside him causing the muscles to throb against the prostate and causing his cock to react was very pleasurable. Such a long, slow tease as the bladder continued to empty and the saline continue to fill the scrotum.

The end result, I had a blast smacking the huge saline filled sack as I teased him. <wicked giggles> I'm in such a lovely mood that I even have video eye candy to share below on My Medical Fetish Video Gallery.

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Another blast from the past with Fetishist w. Sliding 22g x 4 inch needles thru his cock head and cock shaft. Mmm I still get excited watching and remembering.