Sunday, June 28, 2020

Post Session: sub jason. Summary 11 - 17

This summary post is a continuation of the after effects from the injections of Everclear and the hour long banding sub jason experienced back on December 26th 2019. This weekly summary are in his own words and are his own observations since then. If you haven't read the 1-10 week summary post or looked at the eye candy from our night together, catch up by reading the previous post entries.

(Week 11)
menopausal-like symptoms continue, but faint evidence of a libido trying to wake up also occasionally appears.  Attempting erections remains difficult and weak when i can achieve one.  i typically need 3-4 days between attempts to 'release' again and 'succeed', with those terms barely relative.  i did some research and provided it to MsPatty.  It suggests only ~45-50% of the testicle volume i likely had still remains (based on human averages).  Imagine a muscle car with less than 1/2 the original engine displacement, broken turbo, badly in need of a tune up, and the transmission is shot.  Penis helmet/rim sensitivity remains unremarkable, and is a retracted nub most of the time.  i start taking a testosterone booster (OTC oral supplement) later in the week.  i am also in chastity to help the cause.  With an approaching cruise vacation (due to COVID, it will get canceled), my immediate hope is to see some improved sexual response.

(Week 12)

menopause symptoms continue almost as frequently.  Some mild penis sensitivity improvement is noticed on occasion along with some slightly better erection response, but nothing that transforms my situation.  my chastity continues, as does taking the oral supplements and adding a patch with different boost properties.  In lieu of the canceled vacation, a MsPatty visit for examination is now planned for the end of this week. 

(Week 13)

Both supplements are still being used and some erections are now reaching between 4"-5", with difficulty, yet the effort/ability to maintain is as disappointing as the previous weeks.  my historical length was once ~6", so i have lost an estimated ~20-30%.   Mentally, i miss what i remember was once possible with a healthy libido.  my last rewarding orgasm was 3 months ago.  MsPatty decided i must maintain chastity. 

(Week 14)

menopausal sweats have since disappeared, and staying warm at night has not been as much of an issue for a few weeks, but hot flashes are still randomly felt.  No significant changes in erection function as chastity continues, but supplements are stopped at the end of the week as another planned in-person visit to MsPatty was canceled.  my frustration at the slow progress continues.

(Week 15)

my testosterone level likely fluctuated as the supplements stopping was somewhat noticeable physically, but the 7 weeks of chastity mental edge continues.  Review into my early 2018 visit personal feedback reveals a ~3 month diminished libido period i experienced from testicle alcohol injections, but it never registered fully at the time.  This detail now sheds additional light on the injections contribution to my current extended experience.  A remote MsPatty session is planned for the end of this week. 

(Week 16/17)

menopausal hot flashes still happen occasionally in these 2 weeks, but then they stop.  i am again allowed 2 releases/week if i choose to with required and continued updates on the results.  However, for first the week following the intense remote session they do not manifest.  In the second week, i noticed a slightly improved release quantity since week ~10, but at ~4 months, they still lack any orgasmic reward.

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