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Monday, February 21, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 4th...

In sub boy r's own words:

Last night I had my fourth banding session with Mistress Patty.

To begin with, we chatted about how I had been since the last session. I was able to report that I have not had an erection in the last two weeks, nor any desire to orgasm. In addition, everything feels normal about my testicles in terms of size and texture, although my scrotum is more often tight and constricted than loose and hanging low.

Because it was only two weeks since my last banding, we only used one band this time rather than two. I am always reassured by how Mistress Patty has my welfare in mind as a priority. The band went on easily, as did the three penis bands. I am certainly finding it easier each time to fit all the bands.

With the three bands on, my penis resumed its normal length. This is in contrast to how it has been recently. In addition to our banding sessions, I have been fitting the three penis bands for half an hour every 3 days, in accordance with Mistress Patty's instructions. This prevents erections, including morning erections. And it seems that a side effect of this is to reduce the size. The head of my penis has stayed about the same size, but the shaft has virtually disappeared most of the time. And as I am uncircumcised, I have a large amount of loose skin at the tip. I will have to see what this is like post castration and may well want to get circumcised in due course.

Mistress Patty asked me about arousal, and whether I get aroused. It's interesting, because I do - but what that means is that my breath gets quicker, my heart rate goes up, and I feel a pleasurable warmth in my stomach and loins. But no hint of an erection or desire to do anything about it. For me this is the perfect type of arousal.

We spent some time discussing the pain and discomfort of being banded. I had pain in three ways last night. Firstly, I have felt nauseous each time I have been banded, and although this wasn't so bad last night, I did have quite a painful stomachache. Secondly, there was the dull ache in my scrotum that always accompanies banding. And finally, last night (for the first time) I had a really sharp pain underneath my scrotum where the band was obviously pinching a piece of skin.

In due course, when the pain was no longer bearable, Mistress Patty had me remove the bands. The band above my testicles came away easily but with the normal sharp momentary jolt of pain. Then the blessed relief and euphoria were instantaneous!

Each time we do this I know that I am on the right path and that I want to live as a castrated male. So much so that we have now agreed that when travel allows me to visit Mistress Patty, she will carry out my castration. Whilst I will be honest and say that I don't relish the pain and discomfort of the process (for me, the act of castration is in no way erotic), I am excited about achieving the outcome. And the detailed planning that we discussed for our meeting both reassured and excited me.

All in all, this was another wonderful experience, at the hands of a skilled and thoughtful operator. It's funny, and I said this to Mistress Patty, she is known as "Cruel" Mistress Patty, but I have never met anyone more caring or considerate!

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Sunday, February 6, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 3rd

In sub boy r's own words:

This week I had my third banding session with Mistress Patty, and it was as powerful an experience as the first two.

Once Mistress Patty had checked that I had everything necessary to hand, she got straight to business and had me put the first band on. I am getting more used to this now, and it seemed to go on smoothly, although it was harder work pulling my testicles through the band because my scrotum was much tighter than normal. Once on, I felt the usual stab of pain in the spermatic cord, followed by a dull ache in my testicles. There was also some sharp pinching in the skin under the band, which I couldn’t do anything about because there is no give in the band at all once it is on.

Very shortly after this, Mistress Patty had me put the second band on. Last time I banded, I got some small blisters of skin trapped between the two bands, which took some time to heal. I was keen to avoid that this time, so made sure that I overlapped the second band very slightly on the first. The pain increased, and I was soon needing to put ice under my scrotum to try to ease it.

Next, Mistress Patty told me to fit the three penis bands. I have used these regularly over the past few months except for two periods (illness and Christmas), and they really work in preventing any erections, including morning or night-time erections. I have found them to be invaluable in helping me confirm that I am on the right path. I want to be testosterone free, and thus erection and orgasm free, which is why I want to be castrated. Going weeks at a time without an erection or desire to ejaculate has been wonderful and makes totally sure I am doing the right thing.

Mistress Patty then did what she does so well - she asked questions and encouraged me, helping me to work through the pain and discomfort. I needed to use the ice a lot. I think, because my scrotum was tight when I fitted the bands, I had placed them very close to my testicles, putting pressure on them and causing more pain. After a while the nausea began - which it did on the previous occasions too. Bile flowed into my mouth, and I felt as if I might vomit. But I didn’t, and the feeling passed, and I was able to continue a short while longer.

Then it was time to remove the bands. I found this much easier this time. I have experimented with different tools - nail clippers, nail scissors and this time some small tin snips which worked perfectly! No nicks or cuts, and very few attempts needed to cut through the bands. The excruciating (but momentary) pain when the bands come off is something you can never prepare for and is impossible to describe! Mistress Patty told me that I had gone longer with this banding than the previous sessions.

Afterwards comes a fantastic feeling of euphoria. Some of this may well be hormonal as life returns to the genitals. Some of it is probably relief that the pain and discomfort has stopped. But a large part, for me, is because I know I have just taken another step closer to my goal. One day I will be castrated by Mistress Patty, and with each banding I feel more certain that that is what needs to happen, and I know that I am getting nearer to it.

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Saturday, November 27, 2021

Long Distance Banding Update: sub boy r

In sub boy r's own words:

Immediately after my second banding, my right testicle was smaller and harder than normal. I wondered if this indicated permanent damage, and I won’t lie - part of me wished it was. However, about 30 hours after the banding it had returned to a normal size and consistency.

What hasn’t changed though is the tightening of my scrotum - almost all the time it’s much more constricted than normal. Once or twice I’ve noticed it hanging low, but the norm seems to be a very tight package.

The one problem I’ve had since the second banding is the damage it caused to my scrotum. At the time I assumed the bleeding was due to nicks caused when I cut the band off. But I now realize what happened. The two bands were very close to each other, but caught enough skin between them to cause little blisters, which subsequently became sore wounds. I know now to make sure the second band either overlaps or is so close to the first that no skin damage has been done. Today is the first day (at +12 days) that I don’t have visible raw wounds.

I have maintained the penis banding. I actually do it every 2 or 3 days because I am so happy with the results. I haven’t had an erection (not even a morning erection) for weeks now, and I love it! My penis size has greatly reduced, in fact it seems to be shrinking to nothing - which is another thing I’m very happy about. I took the attached photo today - 12 days after my last banding.

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Monday, November 15, 2021

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 2nd

In sub boy r's own words:

This week I had my second banding session with Mistress Patty.

After the first session a few weeks ago I was sore and tight for about 5 days, but after that I seemed to physically return to how it was before. My libido was definitely down though, which was a good thing. However, I was still getting night-time and morning erections, which I had hoped would reduce. Mistress Patty therefore started me on a routine which involves placing wide elastic bands (firm but not tight) around my penis for at least half an hour every few days. This was uncomfortable to start with, but something I have got used to as part of my life. It has definitely helped - while I still get the occasional erection, they are nowhere near as firm as before.

I was even more excited about our second banding session than I was about the first, probably because I no longer had any anxiety about the unknown. Mistress Patty was once again a very calm, gentle but firm guide through the whole process, making it very easy to go along with. We once again started with one band and then added a second, but this time the second one went on much sooner so that I was banded with two bands for longer. She also had me place the three penis bands on as well. I won’t hide the fact that there is considerable pain, discomfort and nausea associated with banding. But ice packs help, and Mistress Patty is very good at explaining what is happening and keeping you focused on anything but the discomfort! It also helps knowing that this is all part of the journey which I have decided to take with Mistress Patty - my journey to castration. Just to be clear, I have no fantasies about the actual act of castration; there is nothing sexual or arousing about the thought of the castration process itself. For me, I get excited about what comes next - living in a castrated state. Not in a gender transformation sense, but more like a pre-pubescent boy, an age of innocence: no libido, no urges.

While I was banded I found myself wondering whether Mistress Patty would make me keep the bands on long enough to destroy my testicles - she has told me it is always possible she could do that. I thought about how I would feel if she told me that was happening, and how I would react. The first thing I realized is that I would accept her decision and let it happen. I have committed myself to her for this journey and trust her to do what is right at the right time. Because I have decided I don’t want them, and because Mistress Patty and I have formed a good relationship, I have already mentally given my testicles to her. My balls are the property of Mistress Patty. I’ll be honest though and say that I would have been disappointed if it had turned out that way, because I would very much like her to take them from me in person.

When the bands came off (which is the most painful part!) my penis was shriveled and my testicles were tightly compacted. My right testicle felt small and hard. We will see in a few days whether there is any permanent damage. The main feeling though was euphoria. A sense of achievement that another step on the journey has been taken, and a sense of fulfillment knowing that this is the right journey for me. And I am lucky to have the best guide possible to share the journey with!

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