Tuesday, January 14, 2025
Thursday, December 26, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This summary is not available. Please
click here to view the post.
Wednesday, December 18, 2024
After Effects: sub jason 5 yrs
For Judgment Day 2024, MsPatty has requested my summary update.
The short version: MsPatty has been quite active this year with Her boys between my thighs. Over several visits, She has further reduced their volume and their apparent functionality. As a result, my testosterone level has taken a hit over a good portion of the year, my release output has changed, and erectile dysfunction continues.
In review, for Judgement Day 2023, MsPatty enjoyed using Her acrylic press, the wide silicon bands, and Her needles filled with Everclear. The results seemed to be relatively mild, though. my testosterone level had been hovering just above the low-normal line at ~220 since the October 2023 test. It remained close to that for the next test in February 2024.
In March, MsPatty achieved the stolen orgasm that She desired. While She stimulated my prostate, i struggled to achieve an orgasm. While my struggle occurred, Her syringe, via a tube inserted deep down mr penis, drew out the fluids my prostate was leaking. The vacuum extracted what was available, emptying me. She essentially suctioned all of my stored semen out via a form of prostate milking. I was left drained; still wanting for a release...
To begin the April visit, MsPatty amused Herself with Her acrylic press card game, which included a deck of cards, electro pads, and Her boys. The card's various colors and values resulted in the screws being turned tighter by various amounts, or more electro being delivered. By the end of the deck, She had compressed Her boys the most they had ever been. MsPatty then decided to 'take Her boys down a notch' - Her own words when i later asked. She banded them with a heavy castration band, and followed that with Her Burdizzo, clamping down most of the way on the right cord. Some Everclear was then injected into both of Her banded boys and stirred the needle inside. By the next T-test in June, my testosterone had noticeably declined ~25% to 166. As the swelling subsided, both of Her boys would gain contour changes, and each had lost additional volume.
The July visit had more finger crushing, cord stretching, the acrylic press, multiple reflex-hammer strikes, a banding, and heavier Burdizzo clamping at multiple points along both cords. Both of Her boys were again swollen for weeks afterward. The left cord had a kind of knot in it for awhile. The right cord continued to have an ache similar to Judgement Day 2022 through much of the fall.
During the mid-September visit, while my inhibitions were altered by 'pollution', MsPatty placed all three types of bands at the same time - the fat silicon, the thick amber castration band, and the heavy black castration band. A fat silicon band was also placed on the shaft of mr penis for ~15-20 minutes. MsPatty then scarred a line over the top of mr penis' helmet with a scalpel. Later on, MsPatty's fingers wandered, pressing deeply into both cords. A testosterone test was taken the next morning. A week later the results indicated a further ~13% drop in testosterone (from 166) to 144. This level was very close to the lowest seen since full T-testing began in September 2020. Now, 3 months later, the most recent test has reported my testosterone has returned to 222. This is still deemed clinically normal for my age, but at the lowermost edgeof that definition. This was also around the level i had been at just past Judgment Day 2023.
Over the later part of this past year, i have noticed that the sudden hot or cold flashes from MsPatty's spring and summer activity have gradually subsided. At the same time, with cooler weather, maintaining a comfortable body temperature at bedtime is again a challenge. i tend to feel cold when laying down despite a steady room temperature. Then it seems i occasionally wake up overly warm, more often toward 4-5am. I think it is because my testosterone level naturally rises a little during the overnight but is at a low at bedtime from daytime activities. Physically, MsPatty's boys between my thighs measure smaller than last year. They still produce nowhere near enough to gain/maintain an erection naturally.
Although my T-level has returned to the more recent low-normal level, my release output mix has been further affected. Since the spring and summer, unless i abstain for full week, any release tends to be merely thin dribble. If i wait longer, which I try to, i usually produce a single blob with some white in it followed by thinner dribble. It doesn't feel like i am 'shooting' much of anything, at least compared to what i remember >5 years ago, or even the last few years. i miss the strong pulsing orgasms i used to experience, but when i tell MsPatty, She just chuckles at what She has changed. The urge to have a release (frequency) also varies. Sometimes it’s a week, give or take, before the urge strikes. At other times, it can seem like i need to release several times in a row (only hours between) even though i know i cannot produce or enjoy it much. Considering the frequent efforts MsPatty has directed at the cords, sperm production/delivery from Her boys to where it mixes in my prostate appears to have suffered.
Even though MsPatty has granted me permission to have sex with a willing partner, i.e. - if an opportunity arises, i may use Her erection pill and attempt to copulate... i lack any interest to pursue. i have little to no libido to draw upon. When MsPatty has me take Her pill during a visit, it doesn't feel like i have an erection. Even if i did succeed in entering a relationship with another woman, i lack the confidence in my physical ability to penetrate her. Also, pursuing a relationship which might lead to sexual relations has a sobering reality. Hiding what MsPatty has done between my thighs will be impossible. my partner would eventually learn that MsPatty owns Her boys between my thighs.
In the end, MsPatty admits to being selfish... She has repeated many times that Her boys between my thighs belong to Her. It is quite obvious She is not really into sharing them...
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Current Measurements: sub jason
Sub jason's 2024 Measurements, Highs, & Lows
Left Testicle:
May 2020: 3.60cm x 2.50cm x 1.60cm -> 60.31 (initial impact)
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.60cm x 2.50cm -> 167.76 (1st peak)
Sep 2022: 4.30cm x 3.40cm x 2.20cm -> 134.73 (2nd low)
Feb 2023: 4.33cm x 3.36cm x 2.44cm -> 148.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2024: 4.30cm x 3.21cm x 2.38cm -> 137.61 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.93cm x 3.10cm x 1.97cm -> 100.53 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 4.40cm x 2.85cm x 2.05cm -> 107.68 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 4.35cm x 2.90cm x 2.00cm -> 105.68 (After Sep visit)
Right Testicle:
Mar 2020: 3.50cm x 2.20cm x 1.40cm -> 45.16 (initial impact)
Mar 2021: 4.50cm x 3.50cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25 (1st peak)
Aug 2022: 4.20cm x 3.30cm x 1.85cm -> 107.40 (2nd low)
Dec 2022: 4.28cm x 3.17cm x 2.37cm -> 134.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2023: 4.29cm x 3.15cm x 2.34cm -> 132.46 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 1.80cm -> 85.28 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 3.90cm x 3.00cm x 1.57cm -> 76.94 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 2.15cm -> 101.86 (After Sep visit)
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Monday, December 9, 2024
A Look Back...December 26th, 2019
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Tuesday, December 3, 2024
Sunday, October 27, 2024
After Effects: Sissy Lexa, 5-week update
In sissy lexa's own words:
10-22-2024 Update:
I've been watching the video of your bits between my legs that you have injected many times. I love how they look now so defeated and ready to go further to accept their destiny for their owner, MsPatty. The scrotum is basically back to normal, but the testicles are definitely forever changed. The left side is drastically smaller, like the size of a grape. It's sensitive, but firm when squeezed. It's about an inch long. My right testicle is malformed, which is wonderful. It indented in a ring shape around the top right part of the testicle. It isn't very sensitive like the other one. I have a feeling that another injection would have almost castrated me fully. I'm very grateful for my castration session. I'm looking forward to being your eunuch in the not-too-distant future. I definitely look forward to you molding my mind and body.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear #EVInjection #castration
Monday, October 21, 2024
Return of sub patrick...
My afternoon started with placing long latex mittens on his arms/hands then putting sub patrick in My leather sleep sak with a hood that had one little hole to allow fresh air to breath but just before placing the hood on, I used ear plugs to take away his hearing. Of course, I wasn't stopping there. After zipping up the leather sak then applying the leather belts to add to his helplessness, I took away his basic body function. Yes, I inserted a foley catheter into his urethra and took over his bladder.
During the hours that sub patrick was inside of the leather sleep sak, trapped in his own head, I also forced him to breath in jungle juice to give him a bit of a wild ride while completely helpless. Shhhh...it's our little secret.
After a few hours, I removed him from that complete state of helplessness and restrained him with the foley catheter still in place to the end of the bed. Quickly, I placed his feet up in the leather stirrups above him and began setting up the IV tubing and 1000ml bags of saline. As soon as each IV tubing/saline was primed, I inserted the infusion needles into the scrotum and began the flow. While the saline was infusing his scrotum, I just had to tap that ass deep with My dildo.
Less than a couple of hours later, 2000ml of saline had infused into his scrotum. Yes, indeed he now had a huge ball sack. To take a great peek at what happened next, go to My Medical Video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #anal, #scrotal infusion, #big balls
Sunday, October 13, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on September 25th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Monday, September 23, 2024
Sissy Lexa's Journey Begins..
My Saturday with sissy lexa began with a little chat then waxing the nasty body hair off from her under arms, chest and groin. I can still hear that hair being practically ripped from her flesh. After the hair was removed, it was time for her to spend some time in the leather sleep sak. Before placing the black leather hood upon her head, I placed headphones just prior so My words would stream into her raw mind.
After a couple of hours locked away inside her own head while My words flowed into her ears, it was time to remove her from the leather sleep sak and onto the end of the bed where I began pumping her breasts just before inflating them with saline.
While her breasts were being infused, I spread her legs wide and placed them into the stirrups above her. Soon, I reached for the large bander and loaded the first black ring then placed her balls within it followed by another black ring.
Not long after I began the timer, I grabbed the syringe and drew up 2 ml's of Everclear. With a twinkle in My eyes, I began injecting, using multiple injection sites to inject a total of 1ml of saline into each testicle.
As sissy lexa shook from the effects, she was given the opportunity to have the banding rings removed at 20 minutes if she begged for an additional 1ml of Everclear injected into each testicle.
After the banding rings were removed and her saline filled breasts were ready for a bra, I just had to snap one last picture.
The videos from our time together will be posted within the next 36 hours and found on the medical video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #needles, #breast infusion, #castration, #everclear, #sissy, #latex gloves
Sunday, July 28, 2024
An Afternoon with sub tyler.
This past weekend, absolutely beautiful weather here in Ohio, sub tyler entered My realm. As I lit up one of the Marlboro cigarettes that he had gifted Me, I told him to undress then to get on his back at the end of the bed.
After restraining his wrists to the corners of the bed and placing his feet up in the stirrups above him, I began milking his prostate and giving him an anal exam. Soon his body squirmed and shook, and I knew what I wanted to do next. Suddenly I removed My latex gloves and grabbed the modified humbler then attached it to his balls and connected it to the chain above.
With a smirk, I grabbed My bottle of poppers, applied some to a face mask and placed it over his face, forcing him to inhale the jungle juice deep into his lungs. Quickly, I then grabbed My needles to begin sliding them one by one into his scrotum. This was his real introduction to needles.
The video from our time together will be posted later today and found on the medical video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #needles
Tuesday, July 23, 2024
An Evening with sub jason.
My evening with sub jason began with a series of deep penetrating enemas to ensure that he was clean and him swallowing a little blue pill to force that little bit of flesh between his thighs to stand at attention even for a little while.
After a while of squeezing My balls between his thighs with My hands tightly, I decided to use one of My acrylic ball presses to "press" any ball juice out of the testicles. Soon, they looked as though they were under glass, pressed so much that they were pale. <wicked grin>
After I was satisfied with My flattened balls, I removed the acrylic press and began placing them in the acrylic ball press/separator to begin the next step.
Beginning with the left, I inserted an infusion needle that was connected to a syringe of saline into the testicle. Repeating this to the right. One ml at a time, I began forcing saline into each testicle till I had reached 10ml's in each.
To find out what happened next, the video will soon be posted.
The videos from our time together which will be posted in the next day or two can be found on the medical video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #saline infusion
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on July 17th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Monday, July 8, 2024
Late Afternoon with sub jason...
My late afternoon with sub jason started by using the testicle sizer/Prater Orchidometer to measure My balls between his thighs. The left testicle was at the 20 and the right was just about at the 15 egg. Yes, My balls between his thighs are regressing. LOL
Soon, I found Myself reminiscing about the last 4 1/2 years since that very first Judgment Day in December of 2019 when I took ownership of My balls between his thighs. With the biggest smile you've ever seen across My face, I decided to inject his spermatic cords with injectable Lidocaine.
As he laid helplessly restrained, I reached for My Italian Burdizzo and before long, I had his spermatic cord between the blades, applying pressure. Will I close the clamp all the way or will I just do a partial clamp?
To find out, the videos will soon be posted. <wicked grin>
The videos from our time together which will be posted in the next day or two can be found on the medical video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification
Sunday, June 16, 2024
Current Measurements: sub jason
sub jason's June 2024 Measurements, Highs, & Lows
Left Testicle:
May 2020: 3.60cm x 2.50cm x 1.60cm -> 60.31 (initial low)
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.60cm x 2.50cm -> 167.76 (1st peak)
Sep 2022: 4.30cm x 3.40cm x 2.20cm -> 134.73 (2nd low)
Feb 2023: 4.33cm x 3.36cm x 2.44cm -> 148.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2024: 4.30cm x 3.21cm x 2.38cm -> 137.61 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.93cm x 3.10cm x 1.97cm -> 100.53 (current low)
Right Testicle:
Mar 2020: 3.50cm x 2.20cm x 1.40cm -> 45.16 (initial low)
Mar 2021: 4.50cm x 3.50cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25 (1st peak)
Aug 2022: 4.20cm x 3.30cm x 1.85cm -> 107.40 (2nd low)
Dec 2022: 4.28cm x 3.17cm x 2.37cm -> 134.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2023: 4.29cm x 3.15cm x 2.34cm -> 132.46 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 1.80cm -> 85.28 (current low)
The videos from our time together can be found on the medical and what's new video galleries.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #anal, #game, #catheter, #ball press, #acrylic press, #Everclear, #tribander, #body modification
After Effects: sub jason update, 8 weeks
sub jason update - ~8 weeks
In sub jason's own words...
It's been almost 2 months since MsPatty last had Her way with Her boys between my thighs. MsPatty has requested that i compile another update.
For those that were surprised at some of MsPatty's activities, the feeling was fairly mutual. An enema, catheter, and some form of sensory deprivation are all fairly common. Her frequent use of the wide silicone bands makes them very likely. The acrylic press, electro, and the card game was somewhat expected based on e-mail exchanges we recently had. However, Her choice to then inject 3cc of Everclear into Her boys, the heavy needle stirring inside, and being banded during this with the heavy castration band for ~25 minutes were not expected. When i asked Her where the impulse came from, Her response was that She decided to 'take Her boys down a notch'. i am not sure how many notches they have left to go down. Although some more time needs to pass to evaluate the effects, i have little doubt that MsPatty has likely caused further long-term impact to Her boys between my thighs.
In the hours, days and several weeks which followed, both testicles were swollen and very sensitive. As the sensitivity to pressure gradually declined a ~month later, each began to atrophy and harden. The left has lost the most overall volume but remains the slightly larger of the two. Both are currently very firm, with surface contouring which can be described as pebble-like. They have roundness, but also indentations, or small bumps across some parts of their surface. They are similar to the effects described in my private updates to MsPatty back in early 2020. The right cord continues to have an occasional ache from MsPatty's Dec. 2022 burdizzo clamping.
Since the events in April, i have noticed hot flashes returning more frequently, almost daily, and sometimes twice a day. The only difference is there have not been any obvious trigger activities i can determine as before. The urge to release has declined to about once a week. At the same time, i have trouble remembering the last time unless i write them down immediately. my releases have less overall thickness, a slightly lower average liquid amounts, and i can feel that i have very little to ejaculate. my current libido would seem to be lower than it was over the recent winter and the past few years. If the 2019-2020 experience is any indicator, it could be another 3-5 weeks before i may feel a slight return of what little libido i may retain.
i recently realized that my memories of sexual activities with past partners have become quite difficult to recall. i have to review the list MsPatty extracted from me several years ago to revisit some mere highlights. Overall, daily and weekly thoughts about sex have declined even further than what was after MsPatty's activities in December 2019, although no 'void' in the pelvic area appeared this time. i notice now that my general interest in meeting new women is quickly overridden by a combination of fear and embarrassment... for what will be their eventual discovery? but the sexual failure MsPatty has engineered between my thighs. At some point in the past year, during a visit's conversation, i made a statement to MsPatty that, "She has effectively ruined me for other women." With a sudden bright smile on Her face, She replied, "Mmmm... Yes. I certainly have, haven't I?", and proceeded to chuckle in Her most evil way for a while...
MsPatty desires another T-test in a few weeks, just prior to me bringing Her boys to visit Her again for their birthday.
Monday, April 22, 2024
An Evening to Remember...sub jason
When sub jason walked in My door, I knew what I was going to do with My balls between his thighs right away. Soon after chatting for a bit, I instructed him to strip and get onto the bed, I proceeded to restrain his limbs to the four corners of the bed. To allow him to focus, I placed the mask that he made Me over his face then left him alone for an hour to prepare for later.
After an hour, I returned with a filled enema bag and removed the restraints then moved him to the end of the bed to begin administering the warm soapy water. When the release water ran clear, it was time to begin.
Back into position at the end of the bed, feet up in the leather stirrups and his wrists restrained to the end corners of the bed. The spandex hood placed over his head to force him to focus on what he was about to experience.
To begin, I placed My balls between his thighs as well as cock into the acrylic ball press then applied electro pads beneath each nut. For fun, I told him we were to play a game. **Full video of game with instructions will be posted later this evening.
Now that My balls between sub jason's thighs had been squeezed, I removed the acrylic press and pulled out My new, larger Tri bander. First, I used a non-castration red band and placed it about an inch above the testicles then another red band below the first. The third band, the black castration band was then placed between the two red bands.
After 8 minutes had passed, I began injecting into both testicles, multiple injection sites a total of 3ml's of 190 proof Everclear. With each injection, I stirred the needle, all the while teasing sub jason.
When 30 minutes had passed, I began slowly removing the bands, starting with the two red bands then the black castration band. Total time banded was 32 minutes.
Soon sub jason would be released with instructions to keep Me updated daily. The above picture was sent 3 days after our time together. They are in the process of healing. A T test will be taken in roughly 3 months.
The videos from our time together can be found on the medical and what's new video galleries.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #anal, #game, #catheter, #ball press, #acrylic press, #Everclear, #tribander, #body modification
Tuesday, April 16, 2024
A Penetrating Afternoon with Fet w.
To begin, I gave him multiple enemas so his ass would be squeaky clean before anything.
With plenty of lube, I began slow and small which required multiple dildos/plugs. Another sized dildo deep inside him, was one step closer to My fist till finally I was wrist deep into him.
With him being so stretched out, I decided to create a star.
Now that his ass has been utterly fucked, it's time for his cock to receive the same treatment. I began with My pinky, forcing it down his pisshole till it was up to the second knuckle which was followed by My pointer finger. And yes, I even barebacked.
Next, it was time for him to play My game. After pressing his balls flat within the acrylic press, the game began.
The videos from our time together can be found on the medical and what's new video galleries.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #anal, #game, #catheter, #urethra, #finger, #bareback
Wednesday, April 3, 2024
Stolen Orgasm
Recently, I have been experimenting with orgasm denial, using sub jason. Orgasm denial doesn't describe exactly the result I want. It was actually sub jason that described it as a stolen orgasm and that's exactly what I want to do. It's not about blocking nor edging. There is no abrupt end to stimulation. The result that I want is to stimulate the prostate through anal or the taint to cause a release. There is no stimulation to the penis. This release is caught by the urethral tubing which has been inserted into the urethra, deep near the prostate. The tubing leads to a syringe with a clip attached to its plunger. This causes suction. Instead of feeling the orgasm as the ejaculation is released, the tube blocks that sensation thus it's a stolen orgasm.
Why may you ask since those balls between his thighs are Mine and they are only on loan till I decide to take them? Just because eventually, I will take them from him, it doesn't mean he should be enjoying orgasms using them in the meantime.
The video that been posted below on My video gallery shows the experiment, let's call it an intro. There will be many more experiences, working towards the goal.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #stolen orgasm, #orgasm denial, #edging
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)