For Judgment Day 2024, MsPatty has requested my summary update.
The short version: MsPatty has been quite active this year with Her boys between my thighs. Over several visits, She has further reduced their volume and their apparent functionality. As a result, my testosterone level has taken a hit over a good portion of the year, my release output has changed, and erectile dysfunction continues.
In review, for Judgement Day 2023, MsPatty enjoyed using Her acrylic press, the wide silicon bands, and Her needles filled with Everclear. The results seemed to be relatively mild, though. my testosterone level had been hovering just above the low-normal line at ~220 since the October 2023 test. It remained close to that for the next test in February 2024.
In March, MsPatty achieved the stolen orgasm that She desired. While She stimulated my prostate, i struggled to achieve an orgasm. While my struggle occurred, Her syringe, via a tube inserted deep down mr penis, drew out the fluids my prostate was leaking. The vacuum extracted what was available, emptying me. She essentially suctioned all of my stored semen out via a form of prostate milking. I was left drained; still wanting for a release...
To begin the April visit, MsPatty amused Herself with Her acrylic press card game, which included a deck of cards, electro pads, and Her boys. The card's various colors and values resulted in the screws being turned tighter by various amounts, or more electro being delivered. By the end of the deck, She had compressed Her boys the most they had ever been. MsPatty then decided to 'take Her boys down a notch' - Her own words when i later asked. She banded them with a heavy castration band, and followed that with Her Burdizzo, clamping down most of the way on the right cord. Some Everclear was then injected into both of Her banded boys and stirred the needle inside. By the next T-test in June, my testosterone had noticeably declined ~25% to 166. As the swelling subsided, both of Her boys would gain contour changes, and each had lost additional volume.
The July visit had more finger crushing, cord stretching, the acrylic press, multiple reflex-hammer strikes, a banding, and heavier Burdizzo clamping at multiple points along both cords. Both of Her boys were again swollen for weeks afterward. The left cord had a kind of knot in it for awhile. The right cord continued to have an ache similar to Judgement Day 2022 through much of the fall.
During the mid-September visit, while my inhibitions were altered by 'pollution', MsPatty placed all three types of bands at the same time - the fat silicon, the thick amber castration band, and the heavy black castration band. A fat silicon band was also placed on the shaft of mr penis for ~15-20 minutes. MsPatty then scarred a line over the top of mr penis' helmet with a scalpel. Later on, MsPatty's fingers wandered, pressing deeply into both cords. A testosterone test was taken the next morning. A week later the results indicated a further ~13% drop in testosterone (from 166) to 144. This level was very close to the lowest seen since full T-testing began in September 2020. Now, 3 months later, the most recent test has reported my testosterone has returned to 222. This is still deemed clinically normal for my age, but at the lowermost edgeof that definition. This was also around the level i had been at just past Judgment Day 2023.
Over the later part of this past year, i have noticed that the sudden hot or cold flashes from MsPatty's spring and summer activity have gradually subsided. At the same time, with cooler weather, maintaining a comfortable body temperature at bedtime is again a challenge. i tend to feel cold when laying down despite a steady room temperature. Then it seems i occasionally wake up overly warm, more often toward 4-5am. I think it is because my testosterone level naturally rises a little during the overnight but is at a low at bedtime from daytime activities. Physically, MsPatty's boys between my thighs measure smaller than last year. They still produce nowhere near enough to gain/maintain an erection naturally.
Although my T-level has returned to the more recent low-normal level, my release output mix has been further affected. Since the spring and summer, unless i abstain for full week, any release tends to be merely thin dribble. If i wait longer, which I try to, i usually produce a single blob with some white in it followed by thinner dribble. It doesn't feel like i am 'shooting' much of anything, at least compared to what i remember >5 years ago, or even the last few years. i miss the strong pulsing orgasms i used to experience, but when i tell MsPatty, She just chuckles at what She has changed. The urge to have a release (frequency) also varies. Sometimes it’s a week, give or take, before the urge strikes. At other times, it can seem like i need to release several times in a row (only hours between) even though i know i cannot produce or enjoy it much. Considering the frequent efforts MsPatty has directed at the cords, sperm production/delivery from Her boys to where it mixes in my prostate appears to have suffered.
Even though MsPatty has granted me permission to have sex with a willing partner, i.e. - if an opportunity arises, i may use Her erection pill and attempt to copulate... i lack any interest to pursue. i have little to no libido to draw upon. When MsPatty has me take Her pill during a visit, it doesn't feel like i have an erection. Even if i did succeed in entering a relationship with another woman, i lack the confidence in my physical ability to penetrate her. Also, pursuing a relationship which might lead to sexual relations has a sobering reality. Hiding what MsPatty has done between my thighs will be impossible. my partner would eventually learn that MsPatty owns Her boys between my thighs.
In the end, MsPatty admits to being selfish... She has repeated many times that Her boys between my thighs belong to Her. It is quite obvious She is not really into sharing them...
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