Tuesday, May 26, 2020

After Effects: sub jason 5 month update continued...

Some points of castration experience made by others (chemical) and condensed:

(- sub jason's personal experience so far, at 5 months)

For the first month or so:
  • You may not physically feel any different, although the internal feeling that something is missing slowly creeps in. 
Generally true, but the first 2 weeks was masked mostly by organ swelling and regional pain.
  • You will gradually lose your sex drive.
i had little to none soon after until about 3+ months later. While some has returned, it's still currently low.
  • Emotionally, you tend to want to masturbate more and more, while it is still possible.
This was true, but i held myself to about twice a week for release measurement purposes. The urge to know if they were still working was the prominent interest.

Past a few weeks to a month:
  • You will have random hot flashes and night sweats, and they may continue for weeks, months, or more.
True, and they continued with slightly less intensity past 3 months, but rare now at 5 months.
  • Your penis will slowly shrink and atrophy.
It lost ~20% of it's former erect length, unknown girth loss (erect) in the initial weeks. It has regained about half of what length was lost.
  • Your penis will lose sensitivity, with physical contact becoming more like any other part of your skin.
True. It has since regained some sensitivity after 3+ months, but not back to what it was.
  • As your testicles atrophy, you will lose most of the sexual feelings once centered in your groin region.
It had produced a void feeling in the region soon after, for several weeks, which dissipated to neutral and a slight recovery after some hormone production rebounded near 3+ months.
  • Your testicles will lose mass, and your scrotum will shrink.
They lost ~50% in volume, and have only recently regained a small of that amount back.
  • Erections will become less firm, then weak, until they become impossible to achieve.
Erections became difficult with physical stimulation, impossible to achieve by mental efforts, and only recently improved a little approaching 4-5 months. 
  • M/F sexual dysphoria will be reduced.
Not an issue before.
  • M/Eunuch sexual dysphoria will be reduced.
Not an issue before.
  • You may experience more emotional episodes.
Nothing yet.

Longer Term:
  • You may lose upper body muscle and strength.
Not seen yet.
  • You will likely gain abdominal fat.
No change in weight @ 2+ months, heavier at 5 months due to world events (COVID) and lack of activity.
  • You will stop looking at women within a sexual context.
This was true particularly during the 1-2 month period. Due to a lack of being able to sexually perform, there is reduced interest.
  • Mustache and bear growth reduces dramatically
Not seen yet.
  • Body hair softens, thins, or disappears.
Not seen yet.
  • You will feel as if you are asexual.
 Not felt yet.
  • Female breasts may develop over a period of a couple of years.
Too early to tell, but more likely with weight gain.