Sunday, May 23, 2021

After Effects: sub jason, 1 year and 5 months update ...


From a year ago (@ 5-months), sub jason filled out this form with some points of castration experiences made by others.  his answers then, and now at 17 months, appear side-by-side:

For the first month or so:

    You may not physically feel any different, although the internal feeling that something is missing slowly creeps in.

 5Mos: Generally true, but the first 2 weeks was masked mostly by organ swelling and regional pain.
17Mos: i feel sexually inadequate between my thighs. 

    You will gradually lose your sex drive.

 5Mos: i had little to none soon after until about 3+ months later. While some has returned, it's still currently low.
17Mos: The interest has returned.  The ability (and confidence) to perform has not.

    Emotionally, you tend to want to masturbate more and more, while it is still possible.

 5Mos: This was true, but i held myself to about twice a week for release measurement purposes. The urge to know if they were still working was the prominent interest.
17Mos: After any release, the desire/interest to do so again disappears for at least 2-3 days.  Net average releases remain at 1-2/week.

Past a few weeks to a month:

You will have random hot flashes and night sweats, and they may continue for weeks, months, or more.

 5Mos: True, and they continued with slightly less intensity past 3 months, but rare now at 5 months.
17Mos: i still feel the occasional random hot flash, and with hotter evenings or more physical activity being the potential trigger.

    Your penis will slowly shrink and atrophy.

 5Mos: It lost ~20% of it's former erect length, unknown girth loss (erect) in the initial weeks. It has regained about half of what length was lost.
17Mos: i have not regained any additional capacity, and achieving sufficient firmness remains an effort.  Where i used to feel it when erections were happening, i now only seem to notice when a semi-erection is retracting.

    Your penis will lose sensitivity, with physical contact becoming more like any other part of your skin.

 5Mos: True. It has since regained some sensitivity after 3+ months, but not back to what it was.

17Mos: The sensitivity level is about the same as it was a year ago, and affects my ability to become and stay aroused.

    As your testicles atrophy, you will lose most of the sexual feelings once centered in your groin region.

 5Mos: It had produced a void feeling in the region soon after, for several weeks, which dissipated to neutral and a slight recovery after some hormone production rebounded near 3+ months.

17Mos: Some additional feeling has returned, along with interest, but it has not translated into much additional functionality.

    Your testicles will lose mass, and your scrotum will shrink.

 5Mos: They lost ~50% in volume, and have only recently regained a small of that amount back.

17Mos: Although volume measurements indicate a return to low-normal human size, visually, they are only about 2/3 of their former size.

    Erections will become less firm, then weak, until they become impossible to achieve.

 5Mos: Erections became difficult with physical stimulation, impossible to achieve by mental efforts, and only recently improved a little approaching 4-5 months.

17Mos: i remain unable to gain and maintain any erection without physical stimulation, and it's quality remains reduced.

    M/F sexual dysphoria will be reduced.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

    M/Eunuch sexual dysphoria will be reduced.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

    You may experience more emotional episodes.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

Longer Term: COVID isolation protocol has made some of this difficult to directly attribute.

    You may lose upper body muscle and strength.

 Not seen yet.

    You will likely gain abdominal fat.

 No change in weight @ 2+ months, but heavier at 5 months and more so a year later due to world events (COVID) and reduced physical activity.

    You will stop looking at women within a sexual context.

 5Mos: This was true particularly during the 1-2 month period. Due to a lack of being able to sexually perform, there is reduced interest.

17Mos: The interest has returned, but my inability to perform (perceived or actual) has me hesitant to pursue.

    Mustache and bear growth reduces dramatically

 Not seen yet.

    Body hair softens, thins, or disappears.

 Did not occur, although some slowing of baldness may have happened.

    You will feel as if you are asexual.

 Did not occur.

    Female breasts may develop over a period of a couple of years.

 Did not occur.

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