Showing posts with label #banding. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #banding. Show all posts
Thursday, December 26, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
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Wednesday, December 18, 2024
After Effects: sub jason 5 yrs
For Judgment Day 2024, MsPatty has requested my summary update.
The short version: MsPatty has been quite active this year with Her boys between my thighs. Over several visits, She has further reduced their volume and their apparent functionality. As a result, my testosterone level has taken a hit over a good portion of the year, my release output has changed, and erectile dysfunction continues.
In review, for Judgement Day 2023, MsPatty enjoyed using Her acrylic press, the wide silicon bands, and Her needles filled with Everclear. The results seemed to be relatively mild, though. my testosterone level had been hovering just above the low-normal line at ~220 since the October 2023 test. It remained close to that for the next test in February 2024.
In March, MsPatty achieved the stolen orgasm that She desired. While She stimulated my prostate, i struggled to achieve an orgasm. While my struggle occurred, Her syringe, via a tube inserted deep down mr penis, drew out the fluids my prostate was leaking. The vacuum extracted what was available, emptying me. She essentially suctioned all of my stored semen out via a form of prostate milking. I was left drained; still wanting for a release...
To begin the April visit, MsPatty amused Herself with Her acrylic press card game, which included a deck of cards, electro pads, and Her boys. The card's various colors and values resulted in the screws being turned tighter by various amounts, or more electro being delivered. By the end of the deck, She had compressed Her boys the most they had ever been. MsPatty then decided to 'take Her boys down a notch' - Her own words when i later asked. She banded them with a heavy castration band, and followed that with Her Burdizzo, clamping down most of the way on the right cord. Some Everclear was then injected into both of Her banded boys and stirred the needle inside. By the next T-test in June, my testosterone had noticeably declined ~25% to 166. As the swelling subsided, both of Her boys would gain contour changes, and each had lost additional volume.
The July visit had more finger crushing, cord stretching, the acrylic press, multiple reflex-hammer strikes, a banding, and heavier Burdizzo clamping at multiple points along both cords. Both of Her boys were again swollen for weeks afterward. The left cord had a kind of knot in it for awhile. The right cord continued to have an ache similar to Judgement Day 2022 through much of the fall.
During the mid-September visit, while my inhibitions were altered by 'pollution', MsPatty placed all three types of bands at the same time - the fat silicon, the thick amber castration band, and the heavy black castration band. A fat silicon band was also placed on the shaft of mr penis for ~15-20 minutes. MsPatty then scarred a line over the top of mr penis' helmet with a scalpel. Later on, MsPatty's fingers wandered, pressing deeply into both cords. A testosterone test was taken the next morning. A week later the results indicated a further ~13% drop in testosterone (from 166) to 144. This level was very close to the lowest seen since full T-testing began in September 2020. Now, 3 months later, the most recent test has reported my testosterone has returned to 222. This is still deemed clinically normal for my age, but at the lowermost edgeof that definition. This was also around the level i had been at just past Judgment Day 2023.
Over the later part of this past year, i have noticed that the sudden hot or cold flashes from MsPatty's spring and summer activity have gradually subsided. At the same time, with cooler weather, maintaining a comfortable body temperature at bedtime is again a challenge. i tend to feel cold when laying down despite a steady room temperature. Then it seems i occasionally wake up overly warm, more often toward 4-5am. I think it is because my testosterone level naturally rises a little during the overnight but is at a low at bedtime from daytime activities. Physically, MsPatty's boys between my thighs measure smaller than last year. They still produce nowhere near enough to gain/maintain an erection naturally.
Although my T-level has returned to the more recent low-normal level, my release output mix has been further affected. Since the spring and summer, unless i abstain for full week, any release tends to be merely thin dribble. If i wait longer, which I try to, i usually produce a single blob with some white in it followed by thinner dribble. It doesn't feel like i am 'shooting' much of anything, at least compared to what i remember >5 years ago, or even the last few years. i miss the strong pulsing orgasms i used to experience, but when i tell MsPatty, She just chuckles at what She has changed. The urge to have a release (frequency) also varies. Sometimes it’s a week, give or take, before the urge strikes. At other times, it can seem like i need to release several times in a row (only hours between) even though i know i cannot produce or enjoy it much. Considering the frequent efforts MsPatty has directed at the cords, sperm production/delivery from Her boys to where it mixes in my prostate appears to have suffered.
Even though MsPatty has granted me permission to have sex with a willing partner, i.e. - if an opportunity arises, i may use Her erection pill and attempt to copulate... i lack any interest to pursue. i have little to no libido to draw upon. When MsPatty has me take Her pill during a visit, it doesn't feel like i have an erection. Even if i did succeed in entering a relationship with another woman, i lack the confidence in my physical ability to penetrate her. Also, pursuing a relationship which might lead to sexual relations has a sobering reality. Hiding what MsPatty has done between my thighs will be impossible. my partner would eventually learn that MsPatty owns Her boys between my thighs.
In the end, MsPatty admits to being selfish... She has repeated many times that Her boys between my thighs belong to Her. It is quite obvious She is not really into sharing them...
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Current Measurements: sub jason
Sub jason's 2024 Measurements, Highs, & Lows
Left Testicle:
May 2020: 3.60cm x 2.50cm x 1.60cm -> 60.31 (initial impact)
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.60cm x 2.50cm -> 167.76 (1st peak)
Sep 2022: 4.30cm x 3.40cm x 2.20cm -> 134.73 (2nd low)
Feb 2023: 4.33cm x 3.36cm x 2.44cm -> 148.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2024: 4.30cm x 3.21cm x 2.38cm -> 137.61 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.93cm x 3.10cm x 1.97cm -> 100.53 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 4.40cm x 2.85cm x 2.05cm -> 107.68 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 4.35cm x 2.90cm x 2.00cm -> 105.68 (After Sep visit)
Right Testicle:
Mar 2020: 3.50cm x 2.20cm x 1.40cm -> 45.16 (initial impact)
Mar 2021: 4.50cm x 3.50cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25 (1st peak)
Aug 2022: 4.20cm x 3.30cm x 1.85cm -> 107.40 (2nd low)
Dec 2022: 4.28cm x 3.17cm x 2.37cm -> 134.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2023: 4.29cm x 3.15cm x 2.34cm -> 132.46 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 1.80cm -> 85.28 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 3.90cm x 3.00cm x 1.57cm -> 76.94 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 2.15cm -> 101.86 (After Sep visit)
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Sunday, October 27, 2024
After Effects: Sissy Lexa, 5-week update
In sissy lexa's own words:
10-22-2024 Update:
I've been watching the video of your bits between my legs that you have injected many times. I love how they look now so defeated and ready to go further to accept their destiny for their owner, MsPatty. The scrotum is basically back to normal, but the testicles are definitely forever changed. The left side is drastically smaller, like the size of a grape. It's sensitive, but firm when squeezed. It's about an inch long. My right testicle is malformed, which is wonderful. It indented in a ring shape around the top right part of the testicle. It isn't very sensitive like the other one. I have a feeling that another injection would have almost castrated me fully. I'm very grateful for my castration session. I'm looking forward to being your eunuch in the not-too-distant future. I definitely look forward to you molding my mind and body.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear #EVInjection #castration
Sunday, October 13, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on September 25th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Tuesday, July 23, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on July 17th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Monday, March 25, 2024
Sissy Lexa's Return...
In Sissy Lexa’s own words…
Once I experienced my first banding i knew I was hooked to this feeling of my balls slowly strangled by the rubber band. After that i looked through twitter and google for castration fetish which showed some nice content but i still wonder if there was a dom that was offering sessions. So I started to seek out a dom near my location and found a wonderful, powerful, and experienced dom and her name was Ms.Patty. I start to watch your content and wish to be on the receiving end of some of your subs. It took a bit of time for me to gain the courage/push I needed to contact you. When I did send my contact info for a consultation, I was nervous at first but after speaking with you I was more at ease and looking forward to a session with you. When I got there, we spoke about rack and a few other things before the session. Then we started the session after we talked. My session was the 1-2 hours, and it was a wonderful experience that I did feel like I had some control if we needed to stop because it was too much to handle, or something wasn't right. Finally, each session I had with Ms.Patty is always a new and unique experience that will never age or tire from.
This session I had with Ms.Patty this weekend was such a wonderful and long session. This was my first all-day session with her which started with consultation since I wasn't able to see her for a year because of my job. She first started with putting me into a straight which was my first experience being in one. After it was fully strapped up it was very comfortable and cozy and felt restricting but not uncomfortable. I was also put in a blindfold gag combo head harness. Then she put me on the bed so she could restrain my legs in stirrups which in one of the other sessions I had a bit of an issue with but was solved by lowering them a bit. I really like the stirrups setup a lot for its simple yet effective way of gaining access to your bits and just in case something happens it takes only a few seconds to take down. Then used her new bander which was larger than the other one she used last time.
The bander so far is one of my favorite ways to be banded. It's better than the elastrator I have for with the bander you can stand bands and they are wider than the small elastrator bands. She put two non-castration bands (there not as tight as the castration band(on overlapping them then put a real castration band on top of those. The castration band was much tighter than any band I have experienced so far. As she allowed the bander to close the ring around the balls it got tight, but the ring still needed to be taken off the posts. As undid the first one and I could feel the band get tighter still then she did the same with the other three. After that I could feel the full tightness of the band around my balls strangling the cord. It felt so wonderful giving up control like this knowing that the band is going to be on for a while which will possibly cause damage in its wake. Then she started with anal and stretching me out with a dilator set. The first couple were a bit small for me as she went up in the sizes until she tried to milk my prostate which was a unique sensation which i kinda like but i hope i can be milked like that more often. Then she continued with the stretching until she thought I was big enough for the dildo she wanted to see if I could take. Which fit but it was a bit snugged, so she went back to the dilator set and stretched me out a bit more. It's been a bit since the last time I have had anal but it's still a wonderful experience to have. I have had a sissy gasm or anal orgasm twice which in my opinion is the better way to cum and still be turned on ready to go again. Then stopped the anal and took off the hood to reposition everything. Hopefully next time she can stretch me further and possibly use a machine to fuck my ass until I'm stretched enough to be fisted again. It's a wonderful and a proud moment when you are able to do fisting which means you can take most toys and find unique ones to try like a ovipositor dildo or really big plugs like the pear of anguish. I was stubborn and last until 47 minutes which is a personal best for me. The feeling of the ring is a very tight squeezing sensation that just doesn't go away and slowly get tighter and tighter over time. How Ms.Patty had the bands position when she did finally cut them off wasn't as bad as the other times since she layered them. So, the real sharp pain of the band letting go was non-existence. The bits were very swollen, sensitive, and bruised from this banding.
She wasn't done with the bits yet and had plans for them. She tied the bits up so they couldn't run away from her so she can do her next item that was on the list for them. She got her favorite 22 gauge 4-inch-long needles out for skewering those very tender and swollen bits. My first experience with skewering was a bit painful but manageable but unlike last time they were banded to almost 50 minutes. So the pain I felt was almost unbearable, but I somehow got through the 4 needles through both balls which proceeded a central ache that got more painful with each needle (which felt like being banded again around the 20-to-30-minute mark). Then the cock was skewered three times which wasn't as bad as the tender skewered balls. Then once documented the needles were removed, not as bad going in. 24 hours after the session they are just as tender with a bit of swelling as they take their time healing.
Then with a change of hood, one of our favorites is breast infusion which gives a lovely breast for up to 12 hours depending on hydration, how much you sweat, and quite a few other factors. She stretches the breast tissue with her breast pump so it can take as much saline as possible. The prick for the iv is a bit painful but then it's a weird sensation as the saline goes into your breast area.
This time around I got almost 500 in one and 600 in the other which produced a nice d cup.
After the breast infusion she wants to try one of the new gasmasks and a bit of breath play.
After the session we took pics and I slipped my shape wear over the diaper I had on. It started to shape the breasts quite nicely. Once fully dressed I look absolutely cute as a button. The diaper gave my ass a bit of a padding, but my new boobs looked super cute and full of cleavage.
Video from our time together is posted below on My Video Gallery. More to come.
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Monday, March 11, 2024
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on February 27th. Below them are the test results from the last couple of years.
The home Testosterone tests that I will have you get can be purchased on the Let's Get Checked website which also offers a 30% discount code.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Monday, December 25, 2023
After Effects: sub jason 4 year Summary
In sub jason's own words...
sub jason's 4yr Summary
MsPatty has again requested a summary update for the 4th anniversary of Her Judgement Day (JD).
On the evening of December 26, 2019, MsPatty had her way between my thighs during an hour-long banding. During the initial 30 minutes of being banded, she pressed everything flat with an acrylic vice. For the second 30 minutes, She introduced 3cc of Everclear split between both testicles, biased toward the right. Her primary goal was to temporarily induce the symptoms of castration. She knew the banding would likely cause an abrupt loss of testosterone production. This would in turn result in loss of libido, loss of erections, and essentially all reproductive output, for somewhere around 2-3 months. With the addition of the Everclear, She was secretly hoping for some additional libido dimming/damage to occur which would result in a longer heal time, and/or possibly a slight reduction in my already high testosterone level.
The results were, in Her opinion, much greater than She expected. Instead of something temporary, there has been a permanent and significant loss in sexual function, which has thrilled MsPatty to no end. my testosterone level crashed, as expected, and now only hovers around the clinically low-normal line. It was a loss of ~2/3 of the level i once knew. my libido is now barely noticeable. i am unable to get mentally triggered erections, and constant physical stimulation is required to maintain what am able to achieve, which has also lost length and girth. Both testicles are smaller now. my ejaculate quantity is lower. The mixture is generally more liquid, plus my recovery period is several days, not hours. Having natural sex (I.e. w/o erection enhancement drugs or rings) is no longer possible.
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This past year has marked a shift in MsPatty’s ongoing efforts. She has been more active in Her efforts to cause short-term, and potentially long-term, impact in what remains of my libido. During the last JD, She clamped the cord to the right testicle with Her Burdizzo. Although it appears to remain somewhat viable, there has been an ache in it's cord this entire year. This experience has left a convincing reminder that She can take Her property between my thighs whenever She wants.
MsPatty has also been working ’her boys’ over the past year, physically crushing and extending them in Her hands. Her fingers probe deeply, and frequently compress their plumbing. The most recent visit had a return to applying the thick colored bands, achieving the placement of 7 of them, again compressing the plumbing, and cutting blood flow for a short, but not insignificant period of time.
After each of this years’ visits, the return of my limited libido has taken a little longer. i have also experienced more frequent hot flashes. i have again been having greater difficulty in remaining temperature-comfortable when going to bed, particularly as the nights have grown colder. A recent head cold that likely had a mild fever left me soaked under the covers more than a few times - something which hasn't happened in recent memory. As noted before, physical activity also tends to also bring hot flashes, along with a tendency to get tired sooner. As the weather turned cold in recent weeks, and i was working outside, i could also feel my penis retracting deeply inward at times, like a negative sexual response. It's certainly been an additional negative confidence booster.
MsPatty also remains focused on achieving her ‘Stolen Orgasm’. She hopes to perfect the process soon. She wants to be able to extract the stored ejaculate which has been held due to chastity, all without achieving or enjoying climax. Removing 'the load' without achieving climax leaves much of the hormonal edge, but removes a key component of enjoying a release, and as Her theory goes, prevents 'accidents'.
At this point, nearly all of my releases since the summer have been required to be ruined. That has meant they must be blocked, or extracted while a tube is deeply inserted with a syringe vacuum applied, which has been uncomfortable. The number of natural releases i have been permitted this year is approximately 10, with most of them occurring much earlier in the year. Since September, i have only been permitted a ruined release about every 2 weeks. The total count this year is barely past 30, and there are of course only 52 weeks in a year.
Wednesday, December 20, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were taken on November 27th and the actual results were received on December 19th. Below them are the test results from the last couple of years.
Judgment Day has once again rolled around. On December 26th, sub jason will once again find out whether or not he will remain to have the use of My balls between his thighs.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, October 15, 2023
My Balls Came to Visit...sub jason
With Judgment Day 2023 soon approaching at the end of December, it was such a lovely surprise to have My balls between sub jason's thighs return so soon after their last visit.
Not long after arriving in the early evening, I told him to undress, and I gave My balls between his thighs My attention for a bit. I also inspected to ensure that he had shaved My balls smooth just as I prefer them. Afterwards, I administered a couple of enemas to prepare him for later activities.
Soon, I strapped him down to the bed, placed his feet into the stirrups just above him and brought out My Tri-Bander with a variety of colorful bands.
One after another till I had 7 bands total which beat the previous record, squeezing the spermatic cords that connect to the testicles. Layering multiple bands, even though not actual castration bands, will result in temporary damage which will take time to heal. I get so juicy when I know that I'm leaving a reminder. <wicked grin>
After what seemed like forever for him as he begged, moaned and squealed but in reality, 24 minutes later, I sliced thru each band with a very sharp scalpel till each snapped apart. Go to My Medical Fetish Video Gallery below to see what happened.
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After Effects: sub jason 3.75 years Summary
*Updated*
In sub jason's own words...
sub jason summary - 3 years, 10 months
MsPatty is again interested in my thoughts since my most recent June, August, & September visits since Judgement Day 2022.
On the physical side, i still have an occasional ache in the right cord where MsPatty clamped ~9 months ago, and She gave it further attention in the last visit. This has become Her reminder that, even if it is still functional, MsPatty has convinced my mind that She had rendered it non-functional. This is a typical example of how She slowly erases my limits, pushing my mind back toward a new line in the sand. Real or not, the next time She goes after it, or maybe goes after the other one, She knows my mind has already gone through the trauma of its loss.
my testosterone levels have fluctuated a bit, but in the greater context, all seem to be in the range of 172-229ng/dL over the past 2+ years. That is just under, or just over, the low-normal line, depending on the clinical age-scale used. i consider its variance to be a combination of life stress, short-term impact by MsPatty's vigorous attention, and testing error margin (i.e. - time of test, sample shipping conditions, and normal lab testing % error). At my current average range, a fluctuation of ~50ng/dL may bring some hot flashes at times. In the larger picture, it's nowhere close to what i need to affect my libido and ability to get natural erections. The strong testosterone levels i knew up until ~4 years ago were easily ~2-3 times higher.
It has recently occurred to me that the 3yr period of 2020-2022 might be considered MsPatty evaluating the results of Her December 2019 activities. The start of this current year (2023) seems to mark Her return to pushing limits. MsPatty again wants more for Her, and less for me. Her current goal is to perfect, in a phrase, The Stolen Orgasm. She wants to extract my meager production of semen, which slowly builds up over several weeks or months of chastity. She attempts this theft via prostate stimulation, and a hollow tube down my urethra, which is in turn connected to a syringe. The syringe is then drawn out, creating a vacuum down my plumbing. During the stimulation process, known as milking, As my prostate begins to relax, fluids are drawn from it along with sperm from my seminal vesicles, without reaching a climax. i am left with the chastity edge i started with. Were i to be pulled over the (now much higher to reach) edge, i have nothing to affect a discharge (dry/ruined). my recovery window to produce more, typical of the past few years, is almost a week.
The closest parallel i can offer is like a determined partner attempting to extract a 4th release (back in the days of youth...) in a very short period of time. The male's store of semen/fluids is exhausted by that point. Some might describe it as a 'dry orgasm'. The added frustration for me, of course, is that none of the prior orgasms occurred. my only way enjoy a full orgasm, currently, is i must pursue having actual intercourse with a willing lady. Even then, my only viable option for achieving that is by using MsPatty's pill. Next, i still want to get laid, but i don't have the sexual energy to chase it anymore. my last successful act of sexual intercourse was 6 years ago. my options for achieving it in the future are poor.
It seems the focus of MsPatty's side activities this year have also shifted a bit. Since December, She has resumed Her focus on the smaller, presumably weaker, testicle, mentioned above. Another theme seems to be MsPatty's more frequent interest in stretching, crushing, and generally reinforcing Her desire for Her boys to be closer to Her, and further away from me. This last visit included sequential layering of 7 of the thick silicone bands. In the meantime, MsPatty has already hinted at some other activities She has been craving. Since prior to Judgement Day 2022, She has used Her magnificent endowment, 'Her Girls' as she refers to them, to entice and distract my mind a number of times and ways, while physically expressing Her 'Love' to Her boys between my thighs.
MsPatty knows my weaknesses. She holds the keys to all of them: A natural redhead, an ample bosom, a strong/dominant personality. Since taking full ownership of Her boys between my thighs in December 2019, what still functions there is no longer mine. What remains of my sexual future resides in MsPatty's hands and desires.
Latest T - Test Results: sub jason.
Below are the latest Testosterone results for sub jason.
The blood sample was collected less than 2 days prior to his visit in mid-September. For whatever reason, the results finally came in just a couple of days ago.
Latest Results:
Previous Testosterone Results:
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, July 23, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
Below are the latest Testosterone results for sub jason.
A blood sample was collected a little over a week prior to our meeting on June 30th for those curious if the test was performed before or after his latest visit.
*Notice that the previous result is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, July 9, 2023
A Look into the Future...Sissy Michelle.
Recently sissy michelle came to visit. I decided to give her another peek into a possible future. After restraining her wrists and putting her feet up into the stirrups, I began to set up the saline for breast infusion. Soon the saline began to flow into her breasts.
As her breasts began to enlarge, I loaded My Tri-bander with a band and gathered up those bits between her thighs. After pushing her clustered testicles through the loaded bander, I slipped the band from the prongs of the bander and placed it a little over an inch above the testicles onto the spermatic cords. Quickly, I loaded another band then repeated the process 5 more times and released the band just below the previous of each so they would overlap for a total of 6 bands. After 40 minutes, I decided to use a scalpel to cut each band so that she would keep those bits between her thighs for a little longer though she was left with a reminder for a while.
Not longer after the bands were removed, her much larger breasts that I created had been infused with just under 500ml's of saline each producing large, perky breasts as you can see above. They even look great in a bra which was definitely needed.
And yes, I even have video to share below on My video gallery. Go take a peek.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #banding, #breast infusion, #sissy, #body modification, #medical sadist
Sunday, April 9, 2023
Latest T Test Results...sub jason
Below you will notice that the latest result is now considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, March 26, 2023
The Return of sissy tammy...
After several months, sissy tammy returned and certainly made My Saturday afternoon. To begin, I restrained her to the end of the bed.
After restraining her wrists to the sides of the bed and slid her legs into the leather stirrups, I decided to give her some bouncy breasts by administering saline infusions. Once the saline began to flow, I went between her legs and used My Tri-bander. One ring, two ring and finally a third was placed just above the testicles.
With a smile, I just had to giggle to Myself and reached for the prefilled syringes with 190 proof Everclear and began injecting the EC through multiple injection sites on each testicle till I reached 2ml into each. As the clock hit 65 minutes, I used a scalpel to cut the bands off.
With two juicy breasts quickly forming from the saline infusion upon her chest, I decided to bring out My surgical stapler and give her a twat that I could finger as well as fuck. As you see above, such a sweet sissy pussy to slide My cock into.
After fucking that pussy between her thighs, it was time to see the squeezable breasts that I created.
And yes, I have a 12-minute video to share of our time together below on the video gallery.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #cbt #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #everclear, #castration, #banding, #trybander, #castratix, #sissy tammy
Sunday, March 19, 2023
Latest Comparison...sub jason.
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07/09/2019 vs 03/12/2023
With time, clearly there has been a change of size and more within My balls between sub jason's thighs. Just imagine what another year will bring. <wicked giggle>
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Wednesday, February 22, 2023
After Effects: sub jason 6 Week Summary
sub jason 6 Week Summary
This is from 6 weeks after Judgment Day 2022. What follows is a summary, in sub jason’s own words, of those events, and the after effects…so far.
Judgement Day 2022 began in the late afternoon of 12/31. i spent the initial hours being locked in MsPatty’s cage. In the early evening, after MsPatty decided it was time, i was let out, and received an enema. i was then restrained on the bed, with my legs spread and ankles high, and the hood & blindfold took away my vision. MsPatty began Her Judgment Day games with Her Tri-bander. She applied a stacked series of 4 thick bands and left them on for 25 minutes. She also used her acrylic press during the banding time. The stacked bands eventually began to hurt similar to what i remember towards the end of the hour of the single golden band from ~3 years prior until She cut them off. i know, after a short rest, MsPatty amused Herself in various other ways over the next several hours. Much of what followed i am missing / short on details, because of Her Judgement at the end. Because of the posted video, i know MsPatty used the pillory w/the leather slapper. She also did ball punching, and 'stretch & shout'. i don't recall much detail from that period.
As it became late in the evening, MsPatty applied Her Burdizzo as Judgement to my right cord for ~10 minutes. She had decided She was again going after the smaller/weaker testicle in my scrotum. This ‘little boy’ of Hers has been Her ongoing focus since as far back as the second and third visits back in 2016, and also on December 2019, when it received a greater amount of MsPatty’s Everclear injection. After the clamping ended, i spent the next hour or so shaking, and being held by Her. my mind was in disbelief of what Her and Her Burdizzo had done, but my body knew something had happened. MsPatty eventually directed me back into the cage, with a Texas catheter and bag, to try to sleep until morning. The symptoms from Her Judgement Day 2022 began to show up during the overnight in the cage.
Between the multiple stacked bands and the clamping, both of ‘Her boys’ began to swell up, and became very firm. The right cord became quite swollen and remained so for over 2 weeks. The smaller right testicle swelled up even larger than the left for at least the next 3+ weeks. It has since returned to be slightly smaller, as it was before. At 6 weeks, both testicles have slowly returned to an approximate size of their Fall 2022 dimensions. Both are still more firm than they used to be. The right has varying amounts of tenderness at times, although more diminished in the past week or so. The right cord has had an ache since Judgement Day, although slowly diminishing over the period. It is a general ache which is noticeable during certain movements.
MsPatty has required me to report and collect my releases, and provide video or pictures of the output result, to gauge the effects of Her Judgement Day 2022. i have reported that the urge to achieve a release, since December, is less frequent. my average before Judgment Day was ~5 days between releases. It has since become ~7 days between releases. my fluid output for each release has also fallen. Compared to the pass three years, i would now classify it as very poor. Although the output seems thicker, i no can longer produce enough liquid content to truly ‘shoot’ anything. Instead, it amounts to little more than a blob, or a few dribbles, even with the further extended recharge period. It has become harder to get and stay erect with physical stimulation. i am sometimes not fully hard when i achieve release. i feel a twinge in the right cord as the muscle contracts while approaching the release trigger point.
It seems that MsPatty has further affected the functionality of Her boys between my thighs. my already low libido has certainly taken another hit. i felt a few hot flashes driving home, and over several days which followed, although none recently. mr penis remains more retracted most of the time. After the events of December 2019, i had expected, then had declining hope for, a reasonable recovery, most of which has never happened. The very slow improvement progress i had seen through last summer has easily been dealt another setback. MsPatty has not been encouraging any hope of recovery to my pre-Judgement Day 2022 level like she been had back in early 2020. i am now thinking that additional permanent damage has transpired, and MsPatty's comments are in general agreement, but She is patient to let time pass and see the long-term results. Of course, MsPatty also remains amused at my decline in interest/frequency to edge, to achieve a release, and the further decline in my reproductive fluid output.
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Soon sub jason will be bringing My balls between his thighs back to Me. At that time, I will be sending his blood sample off to the lab to test his current testosterone level. When those results are in, then we will know what impact that Judgment Day 2022 had.
Sunday, January 29, 2023
Rewind Time...sub jason
Before the Burdizzo, there was the Tri-bander. As sub jason lay completely helpless with legs spread wide, I began to apply bands one after another till, I reached 4.
With the 4 bands overlapping one another, the pressure was on for sub jason till I decided to use My scalpel. This time, I removed the bands after 25 minutes. Such a lovely shade of grape purple. <wicked grin>
During those 25 minutes as My balls between his thighs slowly turned cold, I decided that I wanted to see them under clear acrylic. Pressed meat anyone? LOL
And yes, there is video so go take a look below on My video gallery.
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