Showing posts with label #Everclear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Everclear. Show all posts
Tuesday, January 14, 2025
Thursday, December 26, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
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Wednesday, December 18, 2024
After Effects: sub jason 5 yrs
For Judgment Day 2024, MsPatty has requested my summary update.
The short version: MsPatty has been quite active this year with Her boys between my thighs. Over several visits, She has further reduced their volume and their apparent functionality. As a result, my testosterone level has taken a hit over a good portion of the year, my release output has changed, and erectile dysfunction continues.
In review, for Judgement Day 2023, MsPatty enjoyed using Her acrylic press, the wide silicon bands, and Her needles filled with Everclear. The results seemed to be relatively mild, though. my testosterone level had been hovering just above the low-normal line at ~220 since the October 2023 test. It remained close to that for the next test in February 2024.
In March, MsPatty achieved the stolen orgasm that She desired. While She stimulated my prostate, i struggled to achieve an orgasm. While my struggle occurred, Her syringe, via a tube inserted deep down mr penis, drew out the fluids my prostate was leaking. The vacuum extracted what was available, emptying me. She essentially suctioned all of my stored semen out via a form of prostate milking. I was left drained; still wanting for a release...
To begin the April visit, MsPatty amused Herself with Her acrylic press card game, which included a deck of cards, electro pads, and Her boys. The card's various colors and values resulted in the screws being turned tighter by various amounts, or more electro being delivered. By the end of the deck, She had compressed Her boys the most they had ever been. MsPatty then decided to 'take Her boys down a notch' - Her own words when i later asked. She banded them with a heavy castration band, and followed that with Her Burdizzo, clamping down most of the way on the right cord. Some Everclear was then injected into both of Her banded boys and stirred the needle inside. By the next T-test in June, my testosterone had noticeably declined ~25% to 166. As the swelling subsided, both of Her boys would gain contour changes, and each had lost additional volume.
The July visit had more finger crushing, cord stretching, the acrylic press, multiple reflex-hammer strikes, a banding, and heavier Burdizzo clamping at multiple points along both cords. Both of Her boys were again swollen for weeks afterward. The left cord had a kind of knot in it for awhile. The right cord continued to have an ache similar to Judgement Day 2022 through much of the fall.
During the mid-September visit, while my inhibitions were altered by 'pollution', MsPatty placed all three types of bands at the same time - the fat silicon, the thick amber castration band, and the heavy black castration band. A fat silicon band was also placed on the shaft of mr penis for ~15-20 minutes. MsPatty then scarred a line over the top of mr penis' helmet with a scalpel. Later on, MsPatty's fingers wandered, pressing deeply into both cords. A testosterone test was taken the next morning. A week later the results indicated a further ~13% drop in testosterone (from 166) to 144. This level was very close to the lowest seen since full T-testing began in September 2020. Now, 3 months later, the most recent test has reported my testosterone has returned to 222. This is still deemed clinically normal for my age, but at the lowermost edgeof that definition. This was also around the level i had been at just past Judgment Day 2023.
Over the later part of this past year, i have noticed that the sudden hot or cold flashes from MsPatty's spring and summer activity have gradually subsided. At the same time, with cooler weather, maintaining a comfortable body temperature at bedtime is again a challenge. i tend to feel cold when laying down despite a steady room temperature. Then it seems i occasionally wake up overly warm, more often toward 4-5am. I think it is because my testosterone level naturally rises a little during the overnight but is at a low at bedtime from daytime activities. Physically, MsPatty's boys between my thighs measure smaller than last year. They still produce nowhere near enough to gain/maintain an erection naturally.
Although my T-level has returned to the more recent low-normal level, my release output mix has been further affected. Since the spring and summer, unless i abstain for full week, any release tends to be merely thin dribble. If i wait longer, which I try to, i usually produce a single blob with some white in it followed by thinner dribble. It doesn't feel like i am 'shooting' much of anything, at least compared to what i remember >5 years ago, or even the last few years. i miss the strong pulsing orgasms i used to experience, but when i tell MsPatty, She just chuckles at what She has changed. The urge to have a release (frequency) also varies. Sometimes it’s a week, give or take, before the urge strikes. At other times, it can seem like i need to release several times in a row (only hours between) even though i know i cannot produce or enjoy it much. Considering the frequent efforts MsPatty has directed at the cords, sperm production/delivery from Her boys to where it mixes in my prostate appears to have suffered.
Even though MsPatty has granted me permission to have sex with a willing partner, i.e. - if an opportunity arises, i may use Her erection pill and attempt to copulate... i lack any interest to pursue. i have little to no libido to draw upon. When MsPatty has me take Her pill during a visit, it doesn't feel like i have an erection. Even if i did succeed in entering a relationship with another woman, i lack the confidence in my physical ability to penetrate her. Also, pursuing a relationship which might lead to sexual relations has a sobering reality. Hiding what MsPatty has done between my thighs will be impossible. my partner would eventually learn that MsPatty owns Her boys between my thighs.
In the end, MsPatty admits to being selfish... She has repeated many times that Her boys between my thighs belong to Her. It is quite obvious She is not really into sharing them...
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Current Measurements: sub jason
Sub jason's 2024 Measurements, Highs, & Lows
Left Testicle:
May 2020: 3.60cm x 2.50cm x 1.60cm -> 60.31 (initial impact)
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.60cm x 2.50cm -> 167.76 (1st peak)
Sep 2022: 4.30cm x 3.40cm x 2.20cm -> 134.73 (2nd low)
Feb 2023: 4.33cm x 3.36cm x 2.44cm -> 148.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2024: 4.30cm x 3.21cm x 2.38cm -> 137.61 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.93cm x 3.10cm x 1.97cm -> 100.53 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 4.40cm x 2.85cm x 2.05cm -> 107.68 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 4.35cm x 2.90cm x 2.00cm -> 105.68 (After Sep visit)
Right Testicle:
Mar 2020: 3.50cm x 2.20cm x 1.40cm -> 45.16 (initial impact)
Mar 2021: 4.50cm x 3.50cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25 (1st peak)
Aug 2022: 4.20cm x 3.30cm x 1.85cm -> 107.40 (2nd low)
Dec 2022: 4.28cm x 3.17cm x 2.37cm -> 134.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2023: 4.29cm x 3.15cm x 2.34cm -> 132.46 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 1.80cm -> 85.28 (After Apr visit)
Sep 2024: 3.90cm x 3.00cm x 1.57cm -> 76.94 (After Jul visit)
Dec 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 2.15cm -> 101.86 (After Sep visit)
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear, #EVInjection, #castration, #judgment day 2024
Sunday, October 27, 2024
After Effects: Sissy Lexa, 5-week update
In sissy lexa's own words:
10-22-2024 Update:
I've been watching the video of your bits between my legs that you have injected many times. I love how they look now so defeated and ready to go further to accept their destiny for their owner, MsPatty. The scrotum is basically back to normal, but the testicles are definitely forever changed. The left side is drastically smaller, like the size of a grape. It's sensitive, but firm when squeezed. It's about an inch long. My right testicle is malformed, which is wonderful. It indented in a ring shape around the top right part of the testicle. It isn't very sensitive like the other one. I have a feeling that another injection would have almost castrated me fully. I'm very grateful for my castration session. I'm looking forward to being your eunuch in the not-too-distant future. I definitely look forward to you molding my mind and body.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #body modification, #banding, #Everclear #EVInjection #castration
Sunday, October 13, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on September 25th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Monday, September 23, 2024
Sissy Lexa's Journey Begins..
My Saturday with sissy lexa began with a little chat then waxing the nasty body hair off from her under arms, chest and groin. I can still hear that hair being practically ripped from her flesh. After the hair was removed, it was time for her to spend some time in the leather sleep sak. Before placing the black leather hood upon her head, I placed headphones just prior so My words would stream into her raw mind.
After a couple of hours locked away inside her own head while My words flowed into her ears, it was time to remove her from the leather sleep sak and onto the end of the bed where I began pumping her breasts just before inflating them with saline.
While her breasts were being infused, I spread her legs wide and placed them into the stirrups above her. Soon, I reached for the large bander and loaded the first black ring then placed her balls within it followed by another black ring.
Not long after I began the timer, I grabbed the syringe and drew up 2 ml's of Everclear. With a twinkle in My eyes, I began injecting, using multiple injection sites to inject a total of 1ml of saline into each testicle.
As sissy lexa shook from the effects, she was given the opportunity to have the banding rings removed at 20 minutes if she begged for an additional 1ml of Everclear injected into each testicle.
After the banding rings were removed and her saline filled breasts were ready for a bra, I just had to snap one last picture.
The videos from our time together will be posted within the next 36 hours and found on the medical video gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #needles, #breast infusion, #castration, #everclear, #sissy, #latex gloves
Tuesday, July 23, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on July 17th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, June 16, 2024
Current Measurements: sub jason
sub jason's June 2024 Measurements, Highs, & Lows
Left Testicle:
May 2020: 3.60cm x 2.50cm x 1.60cm -> 60.31 (initial low)
Feb 2021: 4.45cm x 3.60cm x 2.50cm -> 167.76 (1st peak)
Sep 2022: 4.30cm x 3.40cm x 2.20cm -> 134.73 (2nd low)
Feb 2023: 4.33cm x 3.36cm x 2.44cm -> 148.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2024: 4.30cm x 3.21cm x 2.38cm -> 137.61 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.93cm x 3.10cm x 1.97cm -> 100.53 (current low)
Right Testicle:
Mar 2020: 3.50cm x 2.20cm x 1.40cm -> 45.16 (initial low)
Mar 2021: 4.50cm x 3.50cm x 2.05cm -> 135.25 (1st peak)
Aug 2022: 4.20cm x 3.30cm x 1.85cm -> 107.40 (2nd low)
Dec 2022: 4.28cm x 3.17cm x 2.37cm -> 134.70 (2nd peak)
Feb 2023: 4.29cm x 3.15cm x 2.34cm -> 132.46 (JD 2023+1.5mo)
Jun 2024: 3.90cm x 2.90cm x 1.80cm -> 85.28 (current low)
The videos from our time together can be found on the medical and what's new video galleries.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #anal, #game, #catheter, #ball press, #acrylic press, #Everclear, #tribander, #body modification
After Effects: sub jason update, 8 weeks
sub jason update - ~8 weeks
In sub jason's own words...
It's been almost 2 months since MsPatty last had Her way with Her boys between my thighs. MsPatty has requested that i compile another update.
For those that were surprised at some of MsPatty's activities, the feeling was fairly mutual. An enema, catheter, and some form of sensory deprivation are all fairly common. Her frequent use of the wide silicone bands makes them very likely. The acrylic press, electro, and the card game was somewhat expected based on e-mail exchanges we recently had. However, Her choice to then inject 3cc of Everclear into Her boys, the heavy needle stirring inside, and being banded during this with the heavy castration band for ~25 minutes were not expected. When i asked Her where the impulse came from, Her response was that She decided to 'take Her boys down a notch'. i am not sure how many notches they have left to go down. Although some more time needs to pass to evaluate the effects, i have little doubt that MsPatty has likely caused further long-term impact to Her boys between my thighs.
In the hours, days and several weeks which followed, both testicles were swollen and very sensitive. As the sensitivity to pressure gradually declined a ~month later, each began to atrophy and harden. The left has lost the most overall volume but remains the slightly larger of the two. Both are currently very firm, with surface contouring which can be described as pebble-like. They have roundness, but also indentations, or small bumps across some parts of their surface. They are similar to the effects described in my private updates to MsPatty back in early 2020. The right cord continues to have an occasional ache from MsPatty's Dec. 2022 burdizzo clamping.
Since the events in April, i have noticed hot flashes returning more frequently, almost daily, and sometimes twice a day. The only difference is there have not been any obvious trigger activities i can determine as before. The urge to release has declined to about once a week. At the same time, i have trouble remembering the last time unless i write them down immediately. my releases have less overall thickness, a slightly lower average liquid amounts, and i can feel that i have very little to ejaculate. my current libido would seem to be lower than it was over the recent winter and the past few years. If the 2019-2020 experience is any indicator, it could be another 3-5 weeks before i may feel a slight return of what little libido i may retain.
i recently realized that my memories of sexual activities with past partners have become quite difficult to recall. i have to review the list MsPatty extracted from me several years ago to revisit some mere highlights. Overall, daily and weekly thoughts about sex have declined even further than what was after MsPatty's activities in December 2019, although no 'void' in the pelvic area appeared this time. i notice now that my general interest in meeting new women is quickly overridden by a combination of fear and embarrassment... for what will be their eventual discovery? but the sexual failure MsPatty has engineered between my thighs. At some point in the past year, during a visit's conversation, i made a statement to MsPatty that, "She has effectively ruined me for other women." With a sudden bright smile on Her face, She replied, "Mmmm... Yes. I certainly have, haven't I?", and proceeded to chuckle in Her most evil way for a while...
MsPatty desires another T-test in a few weeks, just prior to me bringing Her boys to visit Her again for their birthday.
Monday, April 22, 2024
An Evening to Remember...sub jason
When sub jason walked in My door, I knew what I was going to do with My balls between his thighs right away. Soon after chatting for a bit, I instructed him to strip and get onto the bed, I proceeded to restrain his limbs to the four corners of the bed. To allow him to focus, I placed the mask that he made Me over his face then left him alone for an hour to prepare for later.
After an hour, I returned with a filled enema bag and removed the restraints then moved him to the end of the bed to begin administering the warm soapy water. When the release water ran clear, it was time to begin.
Back into position at the end of the bed, feet up in the leather stirrups and his wrists restrained to the end corners of the bed. The spandex hood placed over his head to force him to focus on what he was about to experience.
To begin, I placed My balls between his thighs as well as cock into the acrylic ball press then applied electro pads beneath each nut. For fun, I told him we were to play a game. **Full video of game with instructions will be posted later this evening.
Now that My balls between sub jason's thighs had been squeezed, I removed the acrylic press and pulled out My new, larger Tri bander. First, I used a non-castration red band and placed it about an inch above the testicles then another red band below the first. The third band, the black castration band was then placed between the two red bands.
After 8 minutes had passed, I began injecting into both testicles, multiple injection sites a total of 3ml's of 190 proof Everclear. With each injection, I stirred the needle, all the while teasing sub jason.
When 30 minutes had passed, I began slowly removing the bands, starting with the two red bands then the black castration band. Total time banded was 32 minutes.
Soon sub jason would be released with instructions to keep Me updated daily. The above picture was sent 3 days after our time together. They are in the process of healing. A T test will be taken in roughly 3 months.
The videos from our time together can be found on the medical and what's new video galleries.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #fetishes, #medical sadist, #CBT, #anal, #game, #catheter, #ball press, #acrylic press, #Everclear, #tribander, #body modification
Monday, March 11, 2024
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on February 27th. Below them are the test results from the last couple of years.
The home Testosterone tests that I will have you get can be purchased on the Let's Get Checked website which also offers a 30% discount code.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, January 7, 2024
Judgment Day 2023: The Verdict.
On December 26th, 2019, I injected Everclear into each of My testicles between sub jason's thighs, 30 minutes into an hour-long banding. I chose to allow him to keep My balls for another year and face My judgment every year since.
This year marked the 4th judgment day that he faced.
To find out what My verdict was and what happened, go to My Medical Video Gallery below.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #sub jason #body modification, #medical sadist, #CBT, #everclear, #tri-bander, #judgment day 2023
Tuesday, January 2, 2024
Ownership Collage: sub jason.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #sub jason #body modification, #medical sadist, #CBT, #everclear, #tri-bander
Wednesday, December 20, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were taken on November 27th and the actual results were received on December 19th. Below them are the test results from the last couple of years.
Judgment Day has once again rolled around. On December 26th, sub jason will once again find out whether or not he will remain to have the use of My balls between his thighs.
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, October 15, 2023
After Effects: sub jason 3.75 years Summary
*Updated*
In sub jason's own words...
sub jason summary - 3 years, 10 months
MsPatty is again interested in my thoughts since my most recent June, August, & September visits since Judgement Day 2022.
On the physical side, i still have an occasional ache in the right cord where MsPatty clamped ~9 months ago, and She gave it further attention in the last visit. This has become Her reminder that, even if it is still functional, MsPatty has convinced my mind that She had rendered it non-functional. This is a typical example of how She slowly erases my limits, pushing my mind back toward a new line in the sand. Real or not, the next time She goes after it, or maybe goes after the other one, She knows my mind has already gone through the trauma of its loss.
my testosterone levels have fluctuated a bit, but in the greater context, all seem to be in the range of 172-229ng/dL over the past 2+ years. That is just under, or just over, the low-normal line, depending on the clinical age-scale used. i consider its variance to be a combination of life stress, short-term impact by MsPatty's vigorous attention, and testing error margin (i.e. - time of test, sample shipping conditions, and normal lab testing % error). At my current average range, a fluctuation of ~50ng/dL may bring some hot flashes at times. In the larger picture, it's nowhere close to what i need to affect my libido and ability to get natural erections. The strong testosterone levels i knew up until ~4 years ago were easily ~2-3 times higher.
It has recently occurred to me that the 3yr period of 2020-2022 might be considered MsPatty evaluating the results of Her December 2019 activities. The start of this current year (2023) seems to mark Her return to pushing limits. MsPatty again wants more for Her, and less for me. Her current goal is to perfect, in a phrase, The Stolen Orgasm. She wants to extract my meager production of semen, which slowly builds up over several weeks or months of chastity. She attempts this theft via prostate stimulation, and a hollow tube down my urethra, which is in turn connected to a syringe. The syringe is then drawn out, creating a vacuum down my plumbing. During the stimulation process, known as milking, As my prostate begins to relax, fluids are drawn from it along with sperm from my seminal vesicles, without reaching a climax. i am left with the chastity edge i started with. Were i to be pulled over the (now much higher to reach) edge, i have nothing to affect a discharge (dry/ruined). my recovery window to produce more, typical of the past few years, is almost a week.
The closest parallel i can offer is like a determined partner attempting to extract a 4th release (back in the days of youth...) in a very short period of time. The male's store of semen/fluids is exhausted by that point. Some might describe it as a 'dry orgasm'. The added frustration for me, of course, is that none of the prior orgasms occurred. my only way enjoy a full orgasm, currently, is i must pursue having actual intercourse with a willing lady. Even then, my only viable option for achieving that is by using MsPatty's pill. Next, i still want to get laid, but i don't have the sexual energy to chase it anymore. my last successful act of sexual intercourse was 6 years ago. my options for achieving it in the future are poor.
It seems the focus of MsPatty's side activities this year have also shifted a bit. Since December, She has resumed Her focus on the smaller, presumably weaker, testicle, mentioned above. Another theme seems to be MsPatty's more frequent interest in stretching, crushing, and generally reinforcing Her desire for Her boys to be closer to Her, and further away from me. This last visit included sequential layering of 7 of the thick silicone bands. In the meantime, MsPatty has already hinted at some other activities She has been craving. Since prior to Judgement Day 2022, She has used Her magnificent endowment, 'Her Girls' as she refers to them, to entice and distract my mind a number of times and ways, while physically expressing Her 'Love' to Her boys between my thighs.
MsPatty knows my weaknesses. She holds the keys to all of them: A natural redhead, an ample bosom, a strong/dominant personality. Since taking full ownership of Her boys between my thighs in December 2019, what still functions there is no longer mine. What remains of my sexual future resides in MsPatty's hands and desires.
Latest T - Test Results: sub jason.
Below are the latest Testosterone results for sub jason.
The blood sample was collected less than 2 days prior to his visit in mid-September. For whatever reason, the results finally came in just a couple of days ago.
Latest Results:
Previous Testosterone Results:
*Notice that the previous result in April is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, August 13, 2023
My balls come to visit...sub jason.
It's been about 3 1/2 years since I took ownership of My balls between sub jason's thighs, and I remind him of this often. Keeping this in mind, My balls motivated him to bring them to visit.
When I say that I used most of their visit to squeeze, stretch and smash My balls between sub jason's thighs, I'm serious. <wicked giggle>
The rest of the time, I used multiple urethral sounds and electro down deep into "mr penis."
The cherry on top, I allowed My balls to release but no orgasm for sub jason. Ruining his orgasm was beyond HOT.
Keep an eye out and keep checking back because My video gallery below will be updated sometime this week so you can take a peek.
#medfet, #bdsm medical fetish, #leatherrealm, #ohio mistress, #nurse fetish, #everclear, #sub jason, #body modification, #medical sadist
Sunday, July 23, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
Below are the latest Testosterone results for sub jason.
A blood sample was collected a little over a week prior to our meeting on June 30th for those curious if the test was performed before or after his latest visit.
*Notice that the previous result is considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
Sunday, April 9, 2023
Latest T Test Results...sub jason
Below you will notice that the latest result is now considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
#sub jason, #castration, #EverClear, #medfet, #medSadist, #bodymod, #bodyModification, #banding, #emasculation, #cbt, #LeatherRealm, #MsPatty, #testosterone
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