Thursday, December 26, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
Tuesday, July 23, 2024
Latest Testosterone Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on July 17th. Below them are the test results since the beginning, just after I took ownership.
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Monday, March 11, 2024
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
This is sub jason's most recent testosterone results which were received on February 27th. Below them are the test results from the last couple of years.
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Wednesday, December 20, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
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Sunday, October 15, 2023
After Effects: sub jason 3.75 years Summary
In sub jason's own words...
sub jason summary - 3 years, 10 months
MsPatty is again interested in my thoughts since my most recent June, August, & September visits since Judgement Day 2022.
On the physical side, i still have an occasional ache in the right cord where MsPatty clamped ~9 months ago, and She gave it further attention in the last visit. This has become Her reminder that, even if it is still functional, MsPatty has convinced my mind that She had rendered it non-functional. This is a typical example of how She slowly erases my limits, pushing my mind back toward a new line in the sand. Real or not, the next time She goes after it, or maybe goes after the other one, She knows my mind has already gone through the trauma of its loss.
my testosterone levels have fluctuated a bit, but in the greater context, all seem to be in the range of 172-229ng/dL over the past 2+ years. That is just under, or just over, the low-normal line, depending on the clinical age-scale used. i consider its variance to be a combination of life stress, short-term impact by MsPatty's vigorous attention, and testing error margin (i.e. - time of test, sample shipping conditions, and normal lab testing % error). At my current average range, a fluctuation of ~50ng/dL may bring some hot flashes at times. In the larger picture, it's nowhere close to what i need to affect my libido and ability to get natural erections. The strong testosterone levels i knew up until ~4 years ago were easily ~2-3 times higher.
It has recently occurred to me that the 3yr period of 2020-2022 might be considered MsPatty evaluating the results of Her December 2019 activities. The start of this current year (2023) seems to mark Her return to pushing limits. MsPatty again wants more for Her, and less for me. Her current goal is to perfect, in a phrase, The Stolen Orgasm. She wants to extract my meager production of semen, which slowly builds up over several weeks or months of chastity. She attempts this theft via prostate stimulation, and a hollow tube down my urethra, which is in turn connected to a syringe. The syringe is then drawn out, creating a vacuum down my plumbing. During the stimulation process, known as milking, As my prostate begins to relax, fluids are drawn from it along with sperm from my seminal vesicles, without reaching a climax. i am left with the chastity edge i started with. Were i to be pulled over the (now much higher to reach) edge, i have nothing to affect a discharge (dry/ruined). my recovery window to produce more, typical of the past few years, is almost a week.
The closest parallel i can offer is like a determined partner attempting to extract a 4th release (back in the days of youth...) in a very short period of time. The male's store of semen/fluids is exhausted by that point. Some might describe it as a 'dry orgasm'. The added frustration for me, of course, is that none of the prior orgasms occurred. my only way enjoy a full orgasm, currently, is i must pursue having actual intercourse with a willing lady. Even then, my only viable option for achieving that is by using MsPatty's pill. Next, i still want to get laid, but i don't have the sexual energy to chase it anymore. my last successful act of sexual intercourse was 6 years ago. my options for achieving it in the future are poor.
It seems the focus of MsPatty's side activities this year have also shifted a bit. Since December, She has resumed Her focus on the smaller, presumably weaker, testicle, mentioned above. Another theme seems to be MsPatty's more frequent interest in stretching, crushing, and generally reinforcing Her desire for Her boys to be closer to Her, and further away from me. This last visit included sequential layering of 7 of the thick silicone bands. In the meantime, MsPatty has already hinted at some other activities She has been craving. Since prior to Judgement Day 2022, She has used Her magnificent endowment, 'Her Girls' as she refers to them, to entice and distract my mind a number of times and ways, while physically expressing Her 'Love' to Her boys between my thighs.
MsPatty knows my weaknesses. She holds the keys to all of them: A natural redhead, an ample bosom, a strong/dominant personality. Since taking full ownership of Her boys between my thighs in December 2019, what still functions there is no longer mine. What remains of my sexual future resides in MsPatty's hands and desires.
Latest T - Test Results: sub jason.
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Sunday, July 23, 2023
Latest T-Test Results: sub jason.
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Sunday, April 9, 2023
Latest T Test Results...sub jason
Below you will notice that the latest result is now considered "normal" even though the previous scale would have considered it "low." It's not a typo.
Sunday, December 26, 2021
After Effects: sub jason, 24-month update.
sub jason, 24-Month Update, in his own words.
MsPatty has reminded me that another year has passed, and my lease on Her testicles between my thighs is again up for renewal. As it was a year ago, public opinion is being sought out to influence Her decision and possibly define Her activities around that decision. My current state of sexual function is another of the factors under consideration.
As it was well documented two years ago, MsPatty's devastated the internal function in each of Her testicles with a band and Everclear injections. Volume measurements calculate to them being physically below average. i have had low testosterone levels since i left her space the next morning, with the more recent quarterly Full-T tests confirming the effects.
A typical healthy male has the capacity to know average testosterone levels (~650ng/nl, within the normal range of 259-850) on only one good testicle. In this case, both the regular and excess production capacity of both organs was taken away, and observable physical atrophy occurred. Their reduced size hints at the extent of the damage, and it appears permanent. At the slow rate i am still improving, my testosterone levels might reach the low/normal line (@ 40% of average) in another year. That line is not a comfort to me. It has been estimated my libido had been slightly above average before December 2019.
In the past several months, i have noticed that the low testosterone has probably caused many of my memories of past sexual activity to fade. Only the highest intensity events are possible to recall, and the older memories don't register like they used to. It is difficult to 'feel' the memory when one's loins are no longer flooded with the hormones which made them possible.
i have asked MsPatty, and She does not consider my current state to be castrated. She says they still somewhat work. At the same time, my testosterone levels are insufficient to produce and maintain a natural erection. This erectile dysfunction means i cannot engage in penetrative sexual intercourse. my recovery capacity for the next useful sexual emission remains several days. The quality and quantity of my sexual fluid releases remains greatly diminished. MsPatty's goal on 12/26/2019 was to leave a lingering reminder. She has said Her expectations from those events have been greatly exceeded, and it does not bother her that i struggle sexually. It actually thrills her that i continue to experience the symptoms and frustration of what She took away.
What MsPatty has effectively taken away is my ability to enjoy normal sexual relations with a woman - for the rest of my life. MsPatty knows that having low testosterone (vs none) leaves open the possibility of additional improvement, albeit remote, at this point. She also knows it reminds me every day that, for the first half of my adult life, Her testicles had made more than enough testosterone for me to pursue my primal urges. As for the second half of my life, She has caused there to be only enough to remember what used to be.
The chance is slim, but i still hope for some more improvement, and i need Her testicles to do that. If it means suffering for her, i desire to do so.
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For Christmas this year, I gave him a little blue gift and permission to use My balls between his thighs once before he faces judgement day if he could locate a willing female to penetrate. As of today, he has yet to use My gift.
In less than 5 days, sub jason will face judgement day which is New Year's Eve. Will he walk out My door with permission to continue to use My balls between his thighs one more year or will I be taking them back which will render them useless? <wicked grin>
Only one way to find out.
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