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Wednesday, February 22, 2023

After Effects: sub jason 6 Week Summary

sub jason 6 Week Summary

This is from 6 weeks after Judgment Day 2022. What follows is a summary, in sub jason’s own words, of those events, and the after effects…so far.

Judgement Day 2022 began in the late afternoon of 12/31. i spent the initial hours being locked in MsPatty’s cage. In the early evening, after MsPatty decided it was time, i was let out, and received an enema. i was then restrained on the bed, with my legs spread and ankles high, and the hood & blindfold took away my vision. MsPatty began Her Judgment Day games with Her Tri-bander. She applied a stacked series of 4 thick bands and left them on for 25 minutes. She also used her acrylic press during the banding time. The stacked bands eventually began to hurt similar to what i remember towards the end of the hour of the single golden band from ~3 years prior until She cut them off. i know, after a short rest, MsPatty amused Herself in various other ways over the next several hours. Much of what followed i am missing / short on details, because of Her Judgement at the end. Because of the posted video, i know MsPatty used the pillory w/the leather slapper. She also did ball punching, and 'stretch & shout'. i don't recall much detail from that period.

As it became late in the evening, MsPatty applied Her Burdizzo as Judgement to my right cord for ~10 minutes. She had decided She was again going after the smaller/weaker testicle in my scrotum. This ‘little boy’ of Hers has been Her ongoing focus since as far back as the second and third visits back in 2016, and also on December 2019, when it received a greater amount of MsPatty’s Everclear injection. After the clamping ended, i spent the next hour or so shaking, and being held by Her. my mind was in disbelief of what Her and Her Burdizzo had done, but my body knew something had happened. MsPatty eventually directed me back into the cage, with a Texas catheter and bag, to try to sleep until morning. The symptoms from Her Judgement Day 2022 began to show up during the overnight in the cage.

Between the multiple stacked bands and the clamping, both of ‘Her boys’ began to swell up, and became very firm. The right cord became quite swollen and remained so for over 2 weeks. The smaller right testicle swelled up even larger than the left for at least the next 3+ weeks. It has since returned to be slightly smaller, as it was before. At 6 weeks, both testicles have slowly returned to an approximate size of their Fall 2022 dimensions. Both are still more firm than they used to be. The right has varying amounts of tenderness at times, although more diminished in the past week or so. The right cord has had an ache since Judgement Day, although slowly diminishing over the period. It is a general ache which is noticeable during certain movements.

MsPatty has required me to report and collect my releases, and provide video or pictures of the output result, to gauge the effects of Her Judgement Day 2022. i have reported that the urge to achieve a release, since December, is less frequent. my average before Judgment Day was ~5 days between releases. It has since become ~7 days between releases. my fluid output for each release has also fallen. Compared to the pass three years, i would now classify it as very poor. Although the output seems thicker, i no can longer produce enough liquid content to truly ‘shoot’ anything. Instead, it amounts to little more than a blob, or a few dribbles, even with the further extended recharge period. It has become harder to get and stay erect with physical stimulation. i am sometimes not fully hard when i achieve release. i feel a twinge in the right cord as the muscle contracts while approaching the release trigger point.

It seems that MsPatty has further affected the functionality of Her boys between my thighs. my already low libido has certainly taken another hit. i felt a few hot flashes driving home, and over several days which followed, although none recently. mr penis remains more retracted most of the time. After the events of December 2019, i had expected, then had declining hope for, a reasonable recovery, most of which has never happened. The very slow improvement progress i had seen through last summer has easily been dealt another setback. MsPatty has not been encouraging any hope of recovery to my pre-Judgement Day 2022 level like she been had back in early 2020. i am now thinking that additional permanent damage has transpired, and MsPatty's comments are in general agreement, but She is patient to let time pass and see the long-term results. Of course, MsPatty also remains amused at my decline in interest/frequency to edge, to achieve a release, and the further decline in my reproductive fluid output.

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Soon sub jason will be bringing My balls between his thighs back to Me. At that time, I will be sending his blood sample off to the lab to test his current testosterone level. When those results are in, then we will know what impact that Judgment Day 2022 had.

Monday, February 21, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 4th...

In sub boy r's own words:

Last night I had my fourth banding session with Mistress Patty.

To begin with, we chatted about how I had been since the last session. I was able to report that I have not had an erection in the last two weeks, nor any desire to orgasm. In addition, everything feels normal about my testicles in terms of size and texture, although my scrotum is more often tight and constricted than loose and hanging low.

Because it was only two weeks since my last banding, we only used one band this time rather than two. I am always reassured by how Mistress Patty has my welfare in mind as a priority. The band went on easily, as did the three penis bands. I am certainly finding it easier each time to fit all the bands.

With the three bands on, my penis resumed its normal length. This is in contrast to how it has been recently. In addition to our banding sessions, I have been fitting the three penis bands for half an hour every 3 days, in accordance with Mistress Patty's instructions. This prevents erections, including morning erections. And it seems that a side effect of this is to reduce the size. The head of my penis has stayed about the same size, but the shaft has virtually disappeared most of the time. And as I am uncircumcised, I have a large amount of loose skin at the tip. I will have to see what this is like post castration and may well want to get circumcised in due course.

Mistress Patty asked me about arousal, and whether I get aroused. It's interesting, because I do - but what that means is that my breath gets quicker, my heart rate goes up, and I feel a pleasurable warmth in my stomach and loins. But no hint of an erection or desire to do anything about it. For me this is the perfect type of arousal.

We spent some time discussing the pain and discomfort of being banded. I had pain in three ways last night. Firstly, I have felt nauseous each time I have been banded, and although this wasn't so bad last night, I did have quite a painful stomachache. Secondly, there was the dull ache in my scrotum that always accompanies banding. And finally, last night (for the first time) I had a really sharp pain underneath my scrotum where the band was obviously pinching a piece of skin.

In due course, when the pain was no longer bearable, Mistress Patty had me remove the bands. The band above my testicles came away easily but with the normal sharp momentary jolt of pain. Then the blessed relief and euphoria were instantaneous!

Each time we do this I know that I am on the right path and that I want to live as a castrated male. So much so that we have now agreed that when travel allows me to visit Mistress Patty, she will carry out my castration. Whilst I will be honest and say that I don't relish the pain and discomfort of the process (for me, the act of castration is in no way erotic), I am excited about achieving the outcome. And the detailed planning that we discussed for our meeting both reassured and excited me.

All in all, this was another wonderful experience, at the hands of a skilled and thoughtful operator. It's funny, and I said this to Mistress Patty, she is known as "Cruel" Mistress Patty, but I have never met anyone more caring or considerate!

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Sunday, February 6, 2022

Long Distance Banding: sub boy r's 3rd

In sub boy r's own words:

This week I had my third banding session with Mistress Patty, and it was as powerful an experience as the first two.

Once Mistress Patty had checked that I had everything necessary to hand, she got straight to business and had me put the first band on. I am getting more used to this now, and it seemed to go on smoothly, although it was harder work pulling my testicles through the band because my scrotum was much tighter than normal. Once on, I felt the usual stab of pain in the spermatic cord, followed by a dull ache in my testicles. There was also some sharp pinching in the skin under the band, which I couldn’t do anything about because there is no give in the band at all once it is on.

Very shortly after this, Mistress Patty had me put the second band on. Last time I banded, I got some small blisters of skin trapped between the two bands, which took some time to heal. I was keen to avoid that this time, so made sure that I overlapped the second band very slightly on the first. The pain increased, and I was soon needing to put ice under my scrotum to try to ease it.

Next, Mistress Patty told me to fit the three penis bands. I have used these regularly over the past few months except for two periods (illness and Christmas), and they really work in preventing any erections, including morning or night-time erections. I have found them to be invaluable in helping me confirm that I am on the right path. I want to be testosterone free, and thus erection and orgasm free, which is why I want to be castrated. Going weeks at a time without an erection or desire to ejaculate has been wonderful and makes totally sure I am doing the right thing.

Mistress Patty then did what she does so well - she asked questions and encouraged me, helping me to work through the pain and discomfort. I needed to use the ice a lot. I think, because my scrotum was tight when I fitted the bands, I had placed them very close to my testicles, putting pressure on them and causing more pain. After a while the nausea began - which it did on the previous occasions too. Bile flowed into my mouth, and I felt as if I might vomit. But I didn’t, and the feeling passed, and I was able to continue a short while longer.

Then it was time to remove the bands. I found this much easier this time. I have experimented with different tools - nail clippers, nail scissors and this time some small tin snips which worked perfectly! No nicks or cuts, and very few attempts needed to cut through the bands. The excruciating (but momentary) pain when the bands come off is something you can never prepare for and is impossible to describe! Mistress Patty told me that I had gone longer with this banding than the previous sessions.

Afterwards comes a fantastic feeling of euphoria. Some of this may well be hormonal as life returns to the genitals. Some of it is probably relief that the pain and discomfort has stopped. But a large part, for me, is because I know I have just taken another step closer to my goal. One day I will be castrated by Mistress Patty, and with each banding I feel more certain that that is what needs to happen, and I know that I am getting nearer to it.

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