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Sunday, May 23, 2021

After Effects: sub jason, 1 year and 5 months update ...

From a year ago (@ 5-months), sub jason filled out this form with some points of castration experiences made by others. his answers then, and now at 17 months, appear side-by-side:

For the first month or so:

You may not physically feel any different, although the internal feeling that something is missing slowly creeps in.

5Mos: Generally true, but the first 2 weeks was masked mostly by organ swelling and regional pain.

17Mos: i feel sexually inadequate between my thighs.

You will gradually lose your sex drive.

5Mos: i had little to none soon after until about 3+ months later. While some has returned, it's still currently low.

17Mos: The interest has returned. The ability (and confidence) to perform has not.

Emotionally, you tend to want to masturbate more and more, while it is still possible.

5Mos: This was true, but i held myself to about twice a week for release measurement purposes. The urge to know if they were still working was the prominent interest.

17Mos: After any release, the desire/interest to do so again disappears for at least 2-3 days. Net average releases remain at 1-2/week.

Past a few weeks to a month:

You will have random hot flashes and night sweats, and they may continue for weeks, months, or more.

5Mos: True, and they continued with slightly less intensity past 3 months, but rare now at 5 months.

17Mos: i still feel the occasional random hot flash, and with hotter evenings or more physical activity being the potential trigger.

Your penis will slowly shrink and atrophy.

5Mos: It lost ~20% of it's former erect length, unknown girth loss (erect) in the initial weeks. It has regained about half of what length was lost.

17Mos: i have not regained any additional capacity, and achieving sufficient firmness remains an effort. Where i used to feel it when erections were happening, i now only seem to notice when a semi-erection is retracting.

Your penis will lose sensitivity, with physical contact becoming more like any other part of your skin.

5Mos: True. It has since regained some sensitivity after 3+ months, but not back to what it was.

17Mos: The sensitivity level is about the same as it was a year ago, and affects my ability to become and stay aroused.

As your testicles atrophy, you will lose most of the sexual feelings once centered in your groin region.

5Mos: It had produced a void feeling in the region soon after, for several weeks, which dissipated to neutral and a slight recovery after some hormone production rebounded near 3+ months.

17Mos: Some additional feeling has returned, along with interest, but it has not translated into much additional functionality.

Your testicles will lose mass, and your scrotum will shrink.

5Mos: They lost ~50% in volume, and have only recently regained a small of that amount back.

17Mos: Although volume measurements indicate a return to low-normal human size, visually, they are only about 2/3 of their former size.

Erections will become less firm, then weak, until they become impossible to achieve.

5Mos: Erections became difficult with physical stimulation, impossible to achieve by mental efforts, and only recently improved a little approaching 4-5 months.

17Mos: i remain unable to gain and maintain any erection without physical stimulation, and it's quality remains reduced.

M/F sexual dysphoria will be reduced.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

M/Eunuch sexual dysphoria will be reduced.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

You may experience more emotional episodes.

Not an issue before, 5Mos, or at 17Mos.

Longer Term: COVID isolation protocol has made some of this difficult to directly attribute.

You may lose upper body muscle and strength.

Not seen yet.

You will likely gain abdominal fat.

No change in weight @ 2+ months, but heavier at 5 months and more so a year later due to world events (COVID) and reduced physical activity.

You will stop looking at women within a sexual context.

5Mos: This was true particularly during the 1-2 month period. Due to a lack of being able to sexually perform, there is reduced interest.

17Mos: The interest has returned, but my inability to perform (perceived or actual) has me hesitant to pursue.

Mustache and bear growth reduces dramatically

Not seen yet.

Body hair softens, thins, or disappears.

Did not occur, although some slowing of baldness may have happened.

You will feel as if you are asexual.

Did not occur.

Female breasts may develop over a period of a couple of years.

Did not occur.

Latest Update:

May - December 2021

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Sunday, April 18, 2021

Latest Update: sub jason...

The changes sub jason has experienced since December 26, 2019, after I injected 3cc of Everclear at 30 minutes into an hour-long banding:

- he no longer experiences 'morning wood' or fantasy-driven erections.

- he struggles to gain and maintain an erection with both physical and mental stimulation.

- his erection has lost ~1" length, and it's thickness is slightly less.

- he struggles to reach and control his climax, and reports less euphoric enjoyment after.

- he makes fewer strong pulses, reports feeling they are incomplete as they quickly fade, like there is nothing left in the tank.

- his release is not as thick, is poorly mixed, and quantity is less, even after 1-2 weeks of chastity.

- he reports another equal release takes about a week of abstaining.

- Testosterone tests show a significant ~2/3 reduction in male hormone produced from My balls, with little change in the past ~6 months.

- he cannot identify any significant improvements in his libido since the end of summer 2020, which match the testosterone test results.

- My nuts appears to have 1/3 less volume than before.

his months of private updates tell Me he wants to go back to his slutty ways, but My banding and needles of Everclear have taken that all away.

Latest Update:

April - June 2021

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Sunday, April 4, 2021

Testosterone Results: sub jason.

The latest results from sub jason's most recent testosterone test has arrived from March 26th, 2021. As you can see, based on previous results it continues to be in the low range.

It still amazes Me with very little effort, I have changed My balls between his thighs and his libido so much. <wicked grin> Yes, even simply thinking about it still gets Me wet.

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Sunday, March 28, 2021

Friday Night with sub jason...

Yes indeed, I amused Myself with My balls between sub jason's thighs once again. After sending a urethral catheter deep inside of him to take control over his bladder and making sure the medical restraints was tight, I began the scrotal infusion. Soon I began adding multiple electro attachments to his nipples, cock head, pelvis, just under the ball sack and deep inside his ass. To say it was a stimulating experience is an understatement. Restrained and helpless, unable to move as the saline flowed into his scrotum and all the electricity penetrating's over various parts of his body. <wicked giggle>

Moving him over to the bed with his ankles restrained high in the stirrups and his wrists slightly above his body, his scrotum that resembled a ripe melon was fully exposed. How could I resist smacking such a huge set of balls? Over and over again, I slapped the huge saline filled scrotum enjoying the sound it made as he squealed from his suffering.

Oh YES! I even have video which I will be sharing tomorrow so keep checking back.

Latest Update:

March - June 2021